なんか、。。。
今の心境から、
彼に「行かされた」気分ｗｗ
要するに、
「もう自分に、無関心になっていいよ」って言われている気分ｗｗ
こんな、マイナスなのは、私は彼がいない人生を自分で楽しめないからなのかなｗ
でも、楽しめないとは、絶対に言いたくないｗｗ
遠距離、しかも1万2千キロも遠いところにいるんだよ、
もう、宇宙にいったといってもあんま相違ない感じｗ
彼なしでも、人生を楽しまなくちゃｗ
Without him, I have to enjoy my life, because the life is mine, not his life.
I know, but I was very shocked when he said to me, he just will do without any my help, he said to me, I don't need any help.
I don't know why I am so said when I hear the words...
Probably I felt he don't need me,,,, so I thought I don't wanna contact him any more until my feeling is better... if not I will say something bad to him...
I hope he could get any good fortune, but I don't know his future include with me....