I have him who told me this, when I had been living in L.A.
“If you feel several times that you are just so over it, but you can be done.
Be persistent but don’t be impatient and lie to yourself, trust your feelings.
And believe in the other’s.
Take it forward just little by little.
And when you get over it.
Is your turn, tell this to someone who is needed. So I was told this too, a long while ago.”
At that time,
I was suffered of too much pain of rheumatism, I was think about to return to my country because so my mind and body had reached their limits.
The person who suddenly appeared in front of me, said so.
Strangely enough, when my mind which I thought was at its limit was saved, my body which I thought was at its limit became a little more comfortable.
Then the day I returned to my country was, about a year later.
So our bodies responded our hearts, and our hearts influenced our bodies.
Even if, languages, nationalities, sexualities, ages, environments and the ways to live, are all different, we can connect our hearts, we can save other’s hearts.
When we become close and have exchanged our feelings, sometimes the essence becomes invisible and we find it in troublesome.
Among the uncomfortable feelings in ourselves, there is a loneliness that we want to understand but actually can't.
Our loneliness comes from our involvement of others, and we see how we relate to ourselves from the way how we treat others.
Not only we get hurt or be saved by others, but we can hurt or be saved by ourselves.
We can really know ourselves only by being connected with others.
So in this way, we are the existence to be lived by other’s influences, more than we think.
Everyone of us
Has good point and bad point
But when we make up for each other
When we put our best things to best use each other.
Things that we cannot do in alone.
Turned into something that can be done.
Our pleasures get much bigger than be alone.
Our suffering much reducer than be alone.
If we do that,
I and you, all over us
Connect to our progress.
We are saving other's heart more than we think.
That's how someone connects to others and it takes processing to the progress of us.
That's the way we do it reconnecting ourselves.
