Nothing to do about anything

It's past midnight and what am I doing?

I'm here, typing. But what shall I type about today? I have no clue, and I don't think I have anything in particular to write about (￣▽+￣*)

I guess I better stumble to bed, before I get any more delirious (・∀・)


"What a push over!"

~

Mindless thoughts~

At this point, I'm surprised I've been keeping up with my ameblo for the past 3 days in a row ヽ(ﾟ◇ﾟ )ﾉ

Today was a bit cloudy, but it seems that's what I needed anyway. It would be nice to have all days being sunny and warm, but it's not exactly reality and the days would just be monotonous, in a sense. While I was walking home there were a few drops of rain, but the sky didn't let up. It would've been nice to experience a nice rain, but I guess it wasn't meant to be - for today, that is.

It's amusing to see myself feeling so crumby going to bed with the commitment of waking up early and going to school the next day, and then waking up the next day and having more energy that expected. That was the case today; although there was nothing in particular to look forward to, there was a glint of self-motivation in every limb of my body, it was driving me throughout the day. While it wasn't the most eventful of days, I found it to be comfortable, a nice pace. Most of my day, however, consisted of day dreaming... (｀・ω・´) It was really nice to just let my mind drift away to far away places...

I think that's what I'll do right now, climb into my bed and dream away... (☆｡☆)

あいまいだった夢と現実の
きょうかいせんわこくなった・・・

The border between my vague dream and
reality has become blurred

May is upon us

Today was a warm day, hm? I'm not too fond of summer-like weather, but today wasn't too bad. Sometimes I can't help but miss the beauty of winter, there's just something about it that is attractive, like snow (＾～＾) Not to be mistaken though, while I enjoy the aesthetic qualities, I can't help but think of another side to it all. It's the mystery of how the snow covers everything in a perfect blanket for such a long while, and those things are awaiting their time to be seen once spring arrives. I guess they had to wait quite a while this time around, huh? (・∀・)

And so the month of May begins. April passed by quite fast, but looking ahead, there are so many things to do in May that it might drag at times. It'll probably turn out to be alright, just like all the other Mays that have preceeded it. It's quite something, back in November or so I remember lying awake in my bed, thinking about the new year and how I would be doing in a couple of months. Well, here I am and I seem to be doing alright.

The only issue I seem to be having (and I have had this issue for quite some time now) is finishing homework in a set time frame. I find it ridiculous (and kind of scary) how I began to write this paper at 4 PM, procrastinated for a few hours and actually began working tediously at around 10 PM. Time is precious and it seems to slip away the moment you need more. I managed to finished in about an hours time, but that's not the point. It might be an uphill battle for me to try to change my procrastinating ways, as I have tried time and time before. Maybe it's best to leave things as they are, I find that I work best under pressure and as long as the quality of my work isn't greatly affected, then I have no issues whatsoever　(^-^)/

According to this post, I can sure type a lot in a few minutes, so I guess I'll leave it at that for today. I will sleep with my mind at rest, even if it's only for a few hours, because my work has been done for today. It will sit there, lying in my back pack, until morning greets both it and me, and by then I will hopefully have a refreshed attitude to tackle a new day.

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