It feels as if every Sunday night it's the same thing, it's getting kind of repetitive and boring (* ̄Oノ ̄*)
It's the same old same old tomorrow, get up and go to school. It kinda gets frustrating, especially at this time of the year. May is the most important month in terms of marks and such... but it feels like I'm losing steam. I can argue that I barely had any steam to begin with, but what I had in the first place is slipping away. One more month. ONE MORE MONTH. ( ̄^ ̄)

I know I can do this. Maybe all these passing Sundays aren't such a bad thing, it will probably help me make it through this better. There are about 6 or 7 Sundays left until school is done... so until then I need to hang in there. I just can't wait until I get to taste freedom, not only finishing this school year but finishing high school in general. I never thought it would be this frustrating (  ̄っ ̄)

Talks like this always make think about the future. I wonder, a year from now if I will be able to read this from a different perspective; what type of things would have (or will) happen in my life, where will I be looking at this from. It might seem ridiculous... but right now I don't feel like I'm in a place in my life where I get to choose what happens. It's not so much people in my life controlling me, it's just what I do from day to day. Right now I'd rather be in another place, doing what I love so much. There is an opportunity for that... but everytime it shines, it's stifled at the same time by reality. If I keep that momentum under my feet for just a little bit longer, maybe I'll be able to reach that place...

So it's well past midnight, and I got kind of hungry, but the thing is who cooks at this hour. So I decided to get the easiest food around: cereal わんわん



It's actually frosted flakes and chocolate milk... hey it's a good combination. Try it out sometime (・ω・)/



And voila... me at midnight, you can see what lack of sleep can do to one's appearance. Being tired is one thing, getting up and going to your bed is another. Maybe three more cups of chocolate milk will do the trick.

( ・д・)/--=≡(((O See ya later.

So another week approaches... ( ̄Д ̄;; Spent most of my weekend slacking as said in my previous post, but now it's time to hit the books. And hard. I need to pass some tests. ヽ(゜▽、゜)ノ

This weather really isn't helping. Winter, this is all I have to say to you:
( ̄へ  ̄ 凸

Until next time. 走る