It's the same old same old tomorrow, get up and go to school. It kinda gets frustrating, especially at this time of the year. May is the most important month in terms of marks and such... but it feels like I'm losing steam. I can argue that I barely had any steam to begin with, but what I had in the first place is slipping away. One more month. ONE MORE MONTH. ( ̄^ ̄)
I know I can do this. Maybe all these passing Sundays aren't such a bad thing, it will probably help me make it through this better. There are about 6 or 7 Sundays left until school is done... so until then I need to hang in there. I just can't wait until I get to taste freedom, not only finishing this school year but finishing high school in general. I never thought it would be this frustrating (  ̄っ ̄)
Talks like this always make think about the future. I wonder, a year from now if I will be able to read this from a different perspective; what type of things would have (or will) happen in my life, where will I be looking at this from. It might seem ridiculous... but right now I don't feel like I'm in a place in my life where I get to choose what happens. It's not so much people in my life controlling me, it's just what I do from day to day. Right now I'd rather be in another place, doing what I love so much. There is an opportunity for that... but everytime it shines, it's stifled at the same time by reality. If I keep that momentum under my feet for just a little bit longer, maybe I'll be able to reach that place...


