And so Sunday has arrived, yet again. I'm never happy when it decides to come around because it feels like I've been robbed of my weekend. But what can you do, time is an uncontrollable factor in life. You just have to spend it wisely. I find that my time has been spent on mundane things... and now it's hitting me that I need to achieve more things in life, especially something that I have been chasing after for so long, dreaming about it, using it as inspiration, and yet I haven't really done anything to get closer to it... I need to set myself down and just go for it, no more excuses.
After going to the same school day in and day out for the past 3 years, I'm finally reaching my cracking point: I can't stand the place. But there's nothing I can do about it... it's best to face it and get it over with to the best of my ability. However, it isn't as easy as it sounds. Everyday I have to go to that place a bitter resentment swells up within me; my defences are of unusual strength, and I can never be myself. I absolutely hate it. There's one more year left, I know I can do this but there are just days when it's overwhelming, like today. I just need some inspiration in my life to get through this.
I just hope that someday I can look back at this and be in a better position, in the place that I've been dreaming of...