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19歳インドネシア人。

"Do you have a blog?"
"No I don't."
"I tried to google your name and your photos are everywhere. Plus your old blog!"
"Oh that must be old ones. I used to blog when I was like 13-14 so ignore it. And the photos? Most likely came from my Google+ or Molome."

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A modified convo this evening with one of my friends.

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Seriously, I don't want to share this blog to anyone. I'm not the old me who likes to share my private details all over the internet and now regret it. No, I have changed. Something about maturity, I guess.

Beside, this blog is my PRIVATE blog. I share my thoughts here (yes, even tho I didn't post entries much lately lol) 

So far there are only 4 people who knew this blog.

1. Myself. Of course, no doubt.

2. @yic17, my Taiwanese Nogizaka46 fan Twitter friend. I told him because he asked my Nogizaka46 member ranking. I don't know where else to write, so yeah. I don't think he remember my URL though.

3. @Rusted_Van, same reason as above. He's also Taiwanese but lives in Canada.

4. Tamara Floren. Er, I just told her my URL this evening. She kinda asked me about me and my sister. I said I wrote it in my blog. Big mistake. She begged me "What's your blog address????" Haha. There's nothing I can hide from this brad actually.

Tamara and I became friends when I was at 9th grade. I was 14-15 back then. She was 11-12. Wow.

I met her from an internet forum, Harry Potter Indonesia. The forum is now deactivated, maybe because there's not much user active since the saga is now finished. So anyway, we chat and share our feeling a lot until now even tho we've never meet in real life. I know it's super strange but wow にひひ

She's like my sister now.

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By the way, I have some mysterious headache these days. I don't know what caused this headache but maybe because I'm in stressful and too much things to think about. Last time I have this endless headache, it was before my teeth surgery back in August 2013.

There's no way my teeth are growing back so I don't think that's the problem.

Oh or maybe lack of sleep. Can you believe that I only slept 1,5 hours yesterday? I slept at 5 AM then wake up at 6.30. I rushed out to the bathroom, bought some boxes of coffee, and went to campus. Maybe I have headache because I was exhausted. BUT this fucking headache came even before yesterday しょぼん

I don't want to take some aspirin or pain killer. They're addictive D:

Will get some sleep tonight anyway. Nite~