I woke up and found this announcement.
Wow a B+.
Wait what?
B+?
I felt like there was an invisible hand, slapped my face as hard as possible until I fainted for 3 weeks. Me? I got a B+ for English? But I did all my assignments better than others, I got a good grade in mid term exam, and I thought final term exam was easy. B+?
I tracked my friend's result. 128314006.
A-!
Errr what? SHE COPIED ALL MY ASSIGNMENTS AND EXAMS AND SHE GOT HIGHER GRADE ARE U FUCKING KIDDING ME??? Her TOEFL isn't even 450.... (mine is more than 500)
This is a joke. And it's not funny.
Seriously tho.
She sent me this.
Holy fucking moly am I mad of course I am. You said you're sorry but tbh I know you're HAPPY.
1. At the teacher cause she's so unfaur.
2. At you cause you're nothing but a poser. You have that "smart girl" image and the teacher BELIEVED your acting while I am actually behind the curtain.
I'm so... I can't accept this. 
English is the only subject I'm good at. I'm not good in mathematic (but I'm studying economy yeah fuck my life) so I hope English would safe my live. This teacher ruined it all. FUCK YOU.
I deserve better.
This girl doesn't even understand English at all. Can you read The Hunger Games trilogy in its original language like I do? Can you watch Hollywood movies without subtitle like I do? Can you listen to English songs and understand the lyrics without even looking like I do? Can you... Can you...
Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.
.........
I texted Kiki after I read that announcement and asked to hang out in the evening. Kiki is like my best friend ever for years. I know her since 10th grade. We have so many similarities and instantly became best friends. Until now.
I told her my stories, secrets, confessions, etc. and she told me same things too. She KNOWS me. I KNOW her. We KNOW each other.
I went to a salon with Kiki and cut my hair.
I told Kiki that "This is not my style and I don't think it fits me." She said I look good, so okay I trust her. Even tho I still think that the hairstyle is A LITTLE BIT TOO SHORT for my liking, but...
.........
Anyway, here I am. Laying on my bed, listening to Nogizaka46's Kimi no Na wa Kibou in loop, and thinking about my grade. My English grade. God why... T_T