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I am sorry to write in English today because of some reason. Please accept it.Some of the small amount of readers may know that I had some against message from somewhere to this blog page. I had understood some of these things might happen eventually due to the characteristic of the Web, but I was kind of little shocked I realized somebody hate me due to it. This was actually my first time to have “hate message” through website. I feel really sorry to get offended somebody’s feeling.However, I am terribly sorry but still think the hate message person’s point of view should be illogical and she (should be “she”!) did not take any of my intention or contents but pick up just one word and say “hate”. If it is a tacit understanding not to use the word “assault” in Japanese at general publication for society of large in Japan, it is totally my fault by my ignorance. However, I cannot find such tacit understanding anywhere in web so far, and even I cannot follow every “tacit understanding” in everyone’s mind of. It is almost impossible to adapt for sure.Also I am not professional writer and this is my very private blog place without any earning of. I understand I still have a responsibility for any kind of publication but whatsoever I am careful doing the word choice by my best, then I still think I can speak at laud my opinion by almost?! no-anonymity manner. If somebody hate me due to that, there is no choice but need to accept. I decide I am still there.I admit this is my frank thought, but the “hate message” lady should be intelligent enough to read my stupid English and understand my point because she knows very technical tacit understanding of Japanese publication and others, probably. And also she should know “English” has broader variety of understandings depend on everywhere in the world than Japanese. It makes me reducing not to miss the word choice and she should understand my contents, not pick up just one word and blame me. This is my reason why I am writing English in here this time.唯感謝の気持ちが出来た事を今度は日本語にて書きたいと思います。それは「自己表現をする以上誰かはネガティブに反応する可能性があるものだ」という事。そしてそんな中でも少なくともここ2、3日において、ありがたくも未だ私と笑顔で踊ってくれる女性、向こうから誘ってくれる女性も居てくれたという事。それに気づかせてくれた今回の一件は、私にとって非常に新しい、そして大きい物でした。精神的成長のきっかけを戴きました意見に対し、感謝いたします。I decide I will writing my opinions, almost as same as previous, continuously. If my manner is wrong with, please indicate and I will correct it if I realize it is in the range of common sense. I do not like making somebody to hate me of course. However somebody would still be due to my substance of my opinion or “myself”, I, regrettably but, want to be brave accepting it. I do not think I will stop being myself and obsequious for public. Please understand my resolution if you read my writing. For my dear “hate message” lady,Best Regards,Seis