Replay ☆ 1372

My feelings came to the beginning when i dont feel something especial as before,

it's ok

Last July i have been sleeping so bad. Nightmare comes to me every night and i always awake from dream,

it's ok

I return to such condition when i loved E. Poe and A. Ryunosuke

so now i've started to read them again. I think, it is my first love, not even E. Zola , sigh

I am waiting for A. Maurois and his novel 'Roses of September'

soon I'll try to cook a new pie with yogurt or not, uhm

this summer make my dizy in bad side, but it's ok also. I always feel it when summer comes. because i dont know what ahould i do, what i want to do, sigh

RADWIMPS – 前前前世 | Zen Zen Zense (Movie Ver.)

-kahara

Replay ☆ 1371

yesterday was so afwul day, and till now i feel dizzy and headache.

i'm glad i left alone yesterday at home, sigh

and in the evening sister asked to cook these pancakes. it is a new taste ~

but last days i cant focus on something, i have not some books to read it, i didnt go out.

but in the deep evening, whe sun came out from sky w, whe go out for some minutes. I didnt think i can hide into myself to afraid any sound of nature, sigh.

but Masha is so strong! how can be so?! May ihave been not going out long time, really? here is safe and, m, i dont know.

and,,now that feeling that doesnt like people come to out, sigh. but let it be, tears cant help to everything, right?

this summer is tiring as never before

yesterday i took a lyrics and poems by Edgar Poe from our small library.

mmm, when ... before i have not felt such mood and i understood every his word here.

and these poems made my feel wet cheeks.

aaaahhh, i should stop think about it!

but i cant read book, watch tv, writting, so..sigh

whe does it recover? i have many scars,,it shouldnt be so........

i need to do something! and i cant make myself to do something, sigh

what's a stupid mood