yesterday was so afwul day, and till now i feel dizzy and headache.
i'm glad i left alone yesterday at home, sigh
and in the evening sister asked to cook these pancakes. it is a new taste ~
but last days i cant focus on something, i have not some books to read it, i didnt go out.
but in the deep evening, whe sun came out from sky w, whe go out for some minutes. I didnt think i can hide into myself to afraid any sound of nature, sigh.
but Masha is so strong! how can be so?! May ihave been not going out long time, really? here is safe and, m, i dont know.
and,,now that feeling that doesnt like people come to out, sigh. but let it be, tears cant help to everything, right?
this summer is tiring as never before
yesterday i took a lyrics and poems by Edgar Poe from our small library.
mmm, when ... before i have not felt such mood and i understood every his word here.
and these poems made my feel wet cheeks.
aaaahhh, i should stop think about it!
but i cant read book, watch tv, writting, so..sigh
whe does it recover? i have many scars,,it shouldnt be so........
i need to do something! and i cant make myself to do something, sigh
what's a stupid mood
-kahara