☆「Diary of nothing, o.k.」 ☆ -16ページ目
I cant understand one thing right now,

what is so hard to express feeling in the time when you feel it?

uhm,

you shouldnt wait for next time, just do it now, right?

as they said, carpe diem!

Carpe diem and dont regret because you dont feel it never in the end

it is only one time in your one life

Person has a great gift from nature, life, fate or Lord.

and it is feeling. Sorrow, Happiness et cetera are amazing, sigh

but how many time i've tried to express it, i cant get a feeling acrooss

sigh

O, it remember me one song by Ling Tosite Sigure

'' The things I can't show anyone are flooding my head

In a world where not even mistakes exist, I'm lost''


and,

how to say...

The real pain is when you lost someone about you care

-kahara


umm, yesterday i finally watched The Jungle Book and...

it is not R. Kipling as well, but normal

I remember my childhood with book 1929 year by R.K.

yaah, people are cruel and cant control their action as well

I didnt talk with one guy more than one month and recently i sent him msg.

i was so happy to know he will be philosopher like me.

^^

we';ll start a new semester together, but we are studing in different countries.

so, may i'll ask his help someday. It will be great experience

and today i've watched '' High☆Speed! -Free! Starting Days- ''

stupidly but I am so glad that i found it randomly and...

ahhh they gave me so great advice!

or when i watched this anime i did focus on my problem between these guys? ^^

がーん

however, thank to creators og that anime..

...

...

...

I will wait for next part of that anime ~

High☆Speed! -Free! Starting Days- – Dissonance 音譜

-kahara


some months ago I wished to buy this book and finally I've got it!



Besides A.M. i bring to home another books, F. Schiller ' Wallenstein' and

Apuleius and his 'Metamorphoseon'

I awkwardly remember the time when i learn latin language, sigh

may someday I'll start it again, but this time i have headache ~

I like german classic romantism period, i like philosopher in that time from Germany and now this poem is calling to my fightin soul!

Lets see these action and forget passive feeling of love ~





Recently i've know 5th season of Natsume Yuujinchou's snime will release in this autumn, so, so so happy

so, soon I'll re watch before four seasons and ova.

it was wonderful time when we met Natsume and Madara four years ago, before unveirsity ^^



yesterday we tried home made melon sorbet and..better to not use melon for sorbet, w

i should used milk or sugar to mix it with melon, then sorbet would be nice, sigh

but it was good ice with weak taste of melon w

it is not abricot sobet i've made last summer ago



Last four weeks i'vve been watching this jdrama Suki na Hito ga Iru Koto

and i am also glad i kill time such way w

I like cast, synopsis.

hmm, it was stupid words, i always watch and read what i want to read or watch ._.



and also, I've been watching Koe Koi

I wonder about manga, i've tried to find it, but i found only two first chapters, sigh

it is naive, lovely but kind drama i ever watched ^^

Natsu Yuuzora 音譜

-kahara
So great russian poem by Marina Tsvetaeva

about life, death, love,

how are beautiful these words!

Уж сколько их упало в эту бездну,
Разверзтую вдали!
Настанет день, когда и я исчезну
С поверхности земли.

Застынет все, что пело и боролось,
Сияло и рвалось.
И зелень глаз моих, и нежный голос,
И золото волос.

И будет жизнь с ее насущным хлебом,
С забывчивостью дня.
И будет все - как будто бы под небом
И не было меня!

Изменчивой, как дети, в каждой мине,
И так недолго злой,
Любившей час, когда дрова в камине
Становятся золой.

Виолончель, и кавалькады в чаще,
И колокол в селе...
- Меня, такой живой и настоящей
На ласковой земле!

К вам всем - что мне, ни в чем не знавшей меры,
Чужие и свои?!-
Я обращаюсь с требованьем веры
И с просьбой о любви.

И день и ночь, и письменно и устно:
За правду да и нет,
За то, что мне так часто - слишком грустно
И только двадцать лет,

За то, что мне прямая неизбежность -
Прощение обид,
За всю мою безудержную нежность
И слишком гордый вид,

За быстроту стремительных событий,
За правду, за игру...
- Послушайте!- Еще меня любите
За то, что я умру.

-kahara


yush! Awesome THE ORAL CIGARETTES with new single DIP-BAP

I am glad to hear them again with new songs!

it reminds me about Noragami, because of unique vocal ~

and great melodies of these three songs



Four years ago i had friend who adviced me to listen them, and

now i see these oshare guys again ~

DOG in The PWO ~



How many years i like D=OUT

and Ribbon listened them! I wonder how is she? it was long time ago also, sigh



R-Shitei , I remember sister liked them, but now she prefer another music. They said they are great as usual, as always, and i absolutely agree to them~

We started listen them five years ago, i guess and they still make us happy ~

Thank you ~



Actually, if this manga will release here i buy it exactly. Even it is not fantasy.

Just i prefer realism among books, films, manga. But

it is ok if anime is fantasy w

so, Handa-kun, i'll wait for you here w

i really like synopsys and graphic of this anime



even mostly people here say this anime слили , i just keep watching it ^^

I liked characters and i wonder about their speech in general, so

i'll wait for next ep too

ganbatte Mahiru and Kuro w



last nine years i have been interesting this anime, and finally i released for second season.

Allen, i remember all good you made for me w

because of you ive met one great person and i hope she wont leave me for awhile time.

I believe so much!



this atmospheric anime made me serious and curious to line of synopsis.

and TK from, and strength character. and strength of lyrics

yah, i liked it so much,

it is so rare to watch such anime and i'm happy to wait it



and,

. . .

. . .

. . .

the words said us from people who we knew in the past they are staying with us, in our hearts. even if forget something, even everything with them, we have got affect from them and their part will stay with us

right?

I hope so, my past follow me and any detail of life remind me about that, because i dont want forget it all

so, ganbatte, Masha!

-kahara