Replay ☆ 1436 | ☆「Diary of nothing, o.k.」 ☆

 

aunt bought strawberry first time for this year

 

first big and sweet strawberry!

 

 

well, i cond visit philosophy's library long time

 

but when i come there! i find so many books

 

like, i am sure there are these books just i didnt see them

 

but they look as i have never seen them!

 

 

this month was a good exam for me 

 

i didnt have classes, but work and classes that i lead are kind of difficult

 

sometimes i really dont know how i can prepare to next class

 

in this month i saw my first students, Rohit, Varelia and Leonardo

 

i thought i can cry when i see them

 

haha

 

it was such feeling when i felt my age for a moment

 

Moreover another former students wrote me and i tried to help her with her problems

 

and she told me about her trip to Korenaya pustin and about her picnics, about her close friend

 

i was so happy that she remember me

 

because, because i can not write first

 

stupid excuse, but i think they no need to tie their world with mine

 

 

i got flowers from student who i met once

 

you know, he said me that he remembers me but i dont

 

and when he came to me he gave me these roses!

 

I was so so surprised and fel so uncomfortable with me

 

i dont remember this student at all, sigh

 

 

so, we went to cafe where i did drink this wonderful lavender coffee and donut

 

 

in some days i came to my lovely library again

 

and in musical department i saw pictures that were drawn special for Lermontov novels

 

this is book that i do want to have

 

after this book i even wanted to read him again

 

so, in summer i will!

i hope, at least.

 

 

moreover when i came to library, one librarian said that this yellow rose has a blossom only one day

 

so it was really wonderful meeting with it!

 

 

last week i went to library again

 

it seems i went to there many times 

 

but for one month i visited them about 4 times only

 

so, i need to edit all my dissertation and add one paragraph

 

i got a scedule of my graduate exams, 

 

i am worrying of my article where i dont want perform

 

i took, finally, a collective books of article with mine and took it to my teacher.

 

we got it in one year after conference!

 

so i am happy that i resolved this problem

 

but i got in a small confusem because i dont visit this part of our city and i thought i can confuse a bus

 

so i thought i did it

 

and a man asked me did he sit in right bus?

What can i answer to him?

I said ' I hope' only

 

really, i hope so many times that doesnt real, to be fair.

 

 

in april we went to a park with sister and aunt and took some photos

 

you can see old woman who didnt want i take photo, sigh

 

just green is so young and colour of green is so bright that i couldnt stop look at nature

 

this year gives me new feelin

 

i appreciate things a bit more than before

 

 

recently we finally went with parents to cafe

 

it was 8th of the May, if i am correct

 

they didnt go to cafe last ten years 

 

so we forced them to go!

They looked so cute there

 

i felt like it is something unusual for them

 

so, we will go again with them!

 

this syringa makes me feel a real spring!

so i have a small tradition with it

 

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my classes..

 

with foreign students

 

you know, i am a bit proud of myself that i speak better than before. I have many mistakes and sometimes i am in doubt

 

but i love teach them

 

they are being naughty but somethins i see their bright eyes and hear their questions

 

just i felt like i am burning out and i wanted to take a breaktime as hell

 

and yesterday was so difficult day for me

 

that i have got a headache

 

and feel it till now

 

i finished read Neverwhere by Geiman, that one friend gave me

 

i bought two new books, Donna Tartt ' Secret friend' and Tysson "Astrophysics"

 

moreover i read Avtonomova books about "Translation and Consciousness", where i finished a paragraph about Foucault

 

- kahara