well it was in january
when i had free time and even could not read
on my and sister birthday we went to the park and took some photos under snowfall
it's great i didnt catch a flu
but i wanted to try if most of girls do it too
let me be part of gray mass
at least i can feel myself as a part of people
riight or no?
we didnt celebrate our birthday at home but went to grannies and to aunt
and ate cakes three days
i have never got such kind of day before
our family always did it in our home and
and, well this year started uniquely
si i am even not surprised
when i had free time on work
well i am surfering some articles about medicine or some researching about medicine or philosophy
new thread that connects me with the world
later i went to library to prepare to lecture class and made some thesis for my paper work
i didnt find something a lot
but i started read about fantastic stuff in the Middle Age
in that day happened something sad to me
like i felt like i am a big caricature to people
like, you know, when people arent unique and we are part of each other
just in that moment i felt like how i am pity and
now i cant think something to stop think of that
despite of that i focused on my dissertation and
you know, i've lost my mood again
naaaah
on that day i even bought to the shop to buy gloves that i no need because before i bought one already
and after library was so strong snow and
we went to cafe with out former classmate, Tanya to celebrate our passed birthday
in that day she said that we lost weight haha
that i am so thin as never
so she was surprised how can it be? how could i change so much
who knows though
-kahara