i couldnt ignore such view
it was freeze and smoke in the white sky
and these trees and red building with wonderful лепнина
on the next day in the morning. around 11 am, snow made everything in white colour
it is like a fairytail
excepting this car in the left below angle of photo
later we went to the market and moon was so bright
reall,y, maybe because i was born in winter i adore this period?
and recently when i got free time i decided to watch film and noticed this one
it is based on novel by Санчес Пиньоль and i didnt expect it will be seen in cinema
the title of his book is Холодная кожа but name of film is Atlantis
but it is!
and for film it is nice work
however, i support the Mist 2017 but most of people hater it
lets be objective people
it described all novel and director did right when he added some thing that werent in novel, he opened up heroes more than in novel
well, in one morning i saw this sunrise and
i got adorable mood to nature again
in real it was more red, in photo it is more orange, though
when i came in university with gloomy mood, it was 26th of January,
one guy gave me these three cards because of Day of Student
and me, looking down and didnt look at his face at all accepted these cards with creep voice
yah, it is sad
i didnt talk for awhile, so thats why my voice changed a bit even
it is really wonderful the beginning of new year
this month is so dramatic for me
and started so sad
they kicked out some of my feeling from heart and
yah thats really made me to change
and i feel like the level of my mind, feelings, i dont know what is yet, took off by them and i feel as i never felt before
just now i really dont know how talk with people at all
i cant avoide them though, because i still study, i still do something and i must do that
but..this new mood is similar to...
you know like everything inside burnt out and it tries to come out
and my face is still smiling or show some emotions but it is not sincere as before
it was my fault too, though
for one month i cried as many times as i didnt do it ever
oh, whats going on?
my heart turns into small dry clot
it's funny by one side, but it is a bit like here
''And then her heart changed, or at least she understood it; and the winter passed, and the sun shone upon her'' J.R.R. Tolkien
moreover after some month i started listen to asian music and, it is double funny, but some lyrics of one group, Day6, described my mood
and that is more funny, it is, today, when i came back from Vice-rector, my co-worker gave me one poem, and.... hell, it described me
i know it is phenomena Баадера-Майнхоф
but let me think, that my mind works like that
sigh
-kahara