hello again!! how have you been this week?
my week was kind of busy (laugh)
nearly everday i had something to do,but it was nice!
also from tuesday on, i´ve started to refresh my japanese because since paris i felt like i have to do it again! so with our (plushi and mine) new tablet i downloaded a studying app where i can write cards with anything i want to study
so of course i collected my whole japanese stuff from school and started to write every vocabulary into this app!
i have 3 books full of vocabulary, grammatic, exercises and so on...(laugh) and my files and i´m still on the first book xD haha
till now i have 160 vocabularies and some of them i really don´t remember xD also i don´t know if i really need them all in my whole life,but well it is sooooo much fun to refresh them! ♥
i hope i don´t lose the motivation on this, because now i have time for this and i don´t know, when i´m working again if i have time to continue, so i should take this chance and study alot ♥ i hope one day i can fluenty speak japanese ♥ this is one of my wishes! also to visit japan!!!! ♥♥♥
today a dear friend will come to sleep over,so it will be a nice day and tomorrow plushi, her mother and me will go to a little district theatre, it sounds like fun ♪
mata ne and have a wonderful weekend ♥
hey everyone!
how are you?
well..the 11th of march isn´t only a day to remember for the japanese people...it´s also a day i remember personally for myself.
on that day my mother had her "break down" in 2012....
her current situation is so so i guess..i will visit her again on saturday.
how i feel about this topic...hm...well i don´t know.
i think the most what bothers me is that she can´t talk...and that i don´t know what she´s thinking..
well i mean she can show me how she feels or what she want to, but it´s not the same, you know...
well she was my only reference person...i really could talk to her about everything...and she was my only familie..because we don´t had contact to other family member...
it´s still a hard situtaion for me. my whole life changed from one day to the other...and i´m really tired of fighting...but it seems i have to fight my whole life haha..
sorry for this whining entry
mata ne
how are you?
well..the 11th of march isn´t only a day to remember for the japanese people...it´s also a day i remember personally for myself.
on that day my mother had her "break down" in 2012....
her current situation is so so i guess..i will visit her again on saturday.
how i feel about this topic...hm...well i don´t know.
i think the most what bothers me is that she can´t talk...and that i don´t know what she´s thinking..
well i mean she can show me how she feels or what she want to, but it´s not the same, you know...
well she was my only reference person...i really could talk to her about everything...and she was my only familie..because we don´t had contact to other family member...
it´s still a hard situtaion for me. my whole life changed from one day to the other...and i´m really tired of fighting...but it seems i have to fight my whole life haha..
sorry for this whining entry
mata ne
hello everyone!
i know it´s been a long time since i wrote something lyrically but today i felt like i need to write something down ^^
so here we are, enjoy reading!
"Dear, my love!
It needs more than words to express my love to you.
My love to you is more than i've ever felt for someone.
You are my world....my life.
You're the reason i'm fighting for.
I love everything about you.
I know, you can´t be mine...
I know, you never won't love me back the way i do...
but i always will love you!"
hope you liked it!
mata ne ♥
i know it´s been a long time since i wrote something lyrically but today i felt like i need to write something down ^^
so here we are, enjoy reading!
"Dear, my love!
It needs more than words to express my love to you.
My love to you is more than i've ever felt for someone.
You are my world....my life.
You're the reason i'm fighting for.
I love everything about you.
I know, you can´t be mine...
I know, you never won't love me back the way i do...
but i always will love you!"
hope you liked it!
mata ne ♥