hey everyone!
how are you?
well..the 11th of march isn´t only a day to remember for the japanese people...it´s also a day i remember personally for myself.
on that day my mother had her "break down" in 2012....
her current situation is so so i guess..i will visit her again on saturday.
how i feel about this topic...hm...well i don´t know.
i think the most what bothers me is that she can´t talk...and that i don´t know what she´s thinking..
well i mean she can show me how she feels or what she want to, but it´s not the same, you know...
well she was my only reference person...i really could talk to her about everything...and she was my only familie..because we don´t had contact to other family member...
it´s still a hard situtaion for me. my whole life changed from one day to the other...and i´m really tired of fighting...but it seems i have to fight my whole life haha..
sorry for this whining entry
mata ne