it´s been a while since i wrote (^-^)/
as the title says, plushi and me went to paris!
one of the reason was the exhibition of G.L.A.M.S. Mikaru's (ex-DIO, Black Line) solo project and the other reason was just to visit paris ♥
this week was awesome!!!! but also exciting, wonderful, very very funny and from the bottom of hearts very lovely!
we also met new friends there and i have to say, that i really love the girls and already miss them ♥ but there is a speeching which says "you always met twice in a life" so i think we will meet them someday again ^^
to the exhibition... what can i say, the pictures were so damned beautiful ♥ if i had the money i've had bought at least one of them! but i bought enough cheki i guess ww haha
the time being with mikaru still feels like a dream.
the first day was hard, my body shaked so much and my heart beated so fast that i thought i just will pass out before even meeting him wwwww but when i finally met him,it was like being in heaven ♥
we had so much fun talking ♥ and i´m really happy he likes the present i gave him ♥
it was so wonderful to see another side of him not the mikaru which is on stage more the private one what makes him very charming ♥
i think i fell more in love with him,that i´m already be ww ♥
the song "the other side of the moon" is one of the saddest and most beautiful song i've ever heard. i really cried everyday they (Mikaru and Te-chan) played this song ♥
Te-chan (Mikaru's best friend who played guitar) and Pochi (his make-up artist and cheki taker) were also 2 wonderful people,so lovely ♥ it was nice to talk to pochi in japanese ^^ ♥
the last day was very hard...all of us girls (plushi and me and our new 3 friends from munich♥) were nervous and sad but the hardest moment on this day was the song..
4 of us were just crying nearly from the start of the song.. and everyone of us had a different reason to cry...we really were cry-babys ww
but after mikaru was cheering me up it was ok ^//^ ♥ it doesn´t felt like a goodbye anymore instead it was a "see you soon again" and this feeling still continues.
of course i miss him so much that i could cry from the bottom of my heart, but i just think of the next meeting ♥
i will never forget this week ♥
of course plushi and me did some sightseeing but since plushi cought a cold on the 3rd day we haven´t done so much, maybe i will upload some pictures next time i write
mata ne ♥
hey everyone, how have you been?
this time i need to write about my feelings, because i don´t know how to get this feelings away...ww
well you know, plushi and me will go to paris for 1 week...
there is a special event we are attending...an exhibiotion of a very special person to me and now when i think about it i´m going to get nervous..
so nervous that my heart beats faster and harder and it nearly hurts....
i feel about to cry right now...because i just don´t know what to do when i see him...
i love him so much that i myself don´t understand it.
how should i react when i see him...can i even speak to him? or will i just stand and watch him...i don´t know
if i´m right (because i don´t know so much about exhibitions) i will see him 5 days in a row for several hours and i just don´t know how to survive this...
some of you surely think i´m crazy or silly...but i think it´s just love...
a sorrowful love since more than 5 years that is still ongoing...
well it´s not like i´m losing reality..i know he would never be mine and he would never love me...but although i know all these things i just can´t stop loving him...sad isn´t it?
okay time to stop this drama ww
have a wonderful week!
mata ne♪
this time i need to write about my feelings, because i don´t know how to get this feelings away...ww
well you know, plushi and me will go to paris for 1 week...
there is a special event we are attending...an exhibiotion of a very special person to me and now when i think about it i´m going to get nervous..
so nervous that my heart beats faster and harder and it nearly hurts....
i feel about to cry right now...because i just don´t know what to do when i see him...
i love him so much that i myself don´t understand it.
how should i react when i see him...can i even speak to him? or will i just stand and watch him...i don´t know
if i´m right (because i don´t know so much about exhibitions) i will see him 5 days in a row for several hours and i just don´t know how to survive this...
some of you surely think i´m crazy or silly...but i think it´s just love...
a sorrowful love since more than 5 years that is still ongoing...
well it´s not like i´m losing reality..i know he would never be mine and he would never love me...but although i know all these things i just can´t stop loving him...sad isn´t it?
okay time to stop this drama ww
have a wonderful week!
mata ne♪
hello everyone! how are you doing?
actually it´s really really cold in berlin....
winter has come and it snowed.. >__<
also we have a temperature of - 6 degrees T_T
it´s so fucking cold ww
and it snowed even more...
i hope spring is coming soon!!!
anyway in more than 3 weeks i´m in paris with plushi ♥ to see the first exhibition of g.l.a.m.s ♥ for 5 days!
i´m already really excited about this ww
mata ne ♪
actually it´s really really cold in berlin....
winter has come and it snowed.. >__<
also we have a temperature of - 6 degrees T_T
it´s so fucking cold ww
and it snowed even more...
i hope spring is coming soon!!!
anyway in more than 3 weeks i´m in paris with plushi ♥ to see the first exhibition of g.l.a.m.s ♥ for 5 days!
i´m already really excited about this ww
mata ne ♪