必ず、きっと、くる

言いたいことは言えなくて。
はっきり言いたいけどわ、勇気だせなかった

my daily lunchboxes - one for lunch, one for breakfast and one for high tea.

but i'm still not full.




iPhoneからの投稿

一大清早！

Pride doesn't exist in True Love.
If you still hold your pride, then you don't truly love that person.
(something like that, can't rmb exact words)
- Thich Nhat Hanh

做了恶梦。
梦见我妈她去世了。
吓死了。
满肚子的后悔。
没了妈妈怎么办。
听不到裁缝机那恼人的杂音。
吃不到我天天埋怨没‘食物相’的饭菜。
可怕。
可是，还是心存感激。
感激梦境让我再一次体会那种痛。
痛得身体不受控制得卷起来。
好像这样就可以再一次回到母亲的肚子了。

梦，是假。
感触，太真。

Great day ahead!

EGOLESS

The most common ego identifications have to do with
possessions, the work you do, social status and recognition, knowledge and education,
physical appearance, special abilities, relationships, person and family history, belief systems,
and often also political, nationalistic, racial, religious, and other collective identifications.


None of these is you.
- Eckhart Tolle

おやすみなさい

From my first and possibly only mediation class, one of the more important things I've taken away from the lesson is benevolent truth.
Did we over-value the value of truth, especially when it's brutal and harsh?
So do we go around hurting others in the name of 'ah, i'm just being honest, you better thank me for being honest because in this world, no one's being honest anymore'?
Seriously? Really? Come on, our human intelligence is better than this.

ああああああああああ、もう！言いたくない。
今、すげええ怒ってる。

Immediate results

Humans have unrealistic expectations of other humans.
When one 'declares' a change, we think one has the ability to change overnight.
So we condemn or poke fun at one when one fails to be the change he/she has declared to be.

No one has the ability to change overnight, no matter how strong his desire to change is.
Habits pulls back the progress of change, because habits put us on auto-pilot.
By the time we realise it, we've done it.

So a huge note to self: don't expect others to change immediately, don't beat yourself up when you don't do it.