The path is tough.....I guess.
I think my mood curve nowadays is like a roller coaster ride.
One day I feel exceptionally joyful and motivated, and the very next day, I feel terrible.
For the past three weeks, I've been kept in a small office, testing my limits and progress with only 5 PLEASANT individuals, I thought I had made improvement.
Gah, it's a total different experience when I'm placed in a classroom with 20 odd individuals who are emanating negative energy.
I felt down, disappointed, and disheartened.
It's really for me to accept it, suck it up, and do something about the situation, or keep on whining and mulling on the reality without taking any other action.
It's either I get motivated, or I get depressed.
To be honest, depressed really does seem like an easy option!
Oh wells........ let's start w a really small 0.000001cm baby step! :D
One day I feel exceptionally joyful and motivated, and the very next day, I feel terrible.
For the past three weeks, I've been kept in a small office, testing my limits and progress with only 5 PLEASANT individuals, I thought I had made improvement.
Gah, it's a total different experience when I'm placed in a classroom with 20 odd individuals who are emanating negative energy.
I felt down, disappointed, and disheartened.
It's really for me to accept it, suck it up, and do something about the situation, or keep on whining and mulling on the reality without taking any other action.
It's either I get motivated, or I get depressed.
To be honest, depressed really does seem like an easy option!
Oh wells........ let's start w a really small 0.000001cm baby step! :D