I know I'm better than this.
I'm in pursuit of happiness, no, not thaaaat kind of happiness that doesn't last.
I'm in pursuit of another happiness, that doesn't have to depend on someone else, or something else.
I'm in pursuit of happiness that's within myself.
But first, I need answers to those many burning question marks.
Yesterday after meeting Keith coincidentally on the train, I felt relieved. Because I think I'm slightly clearer about what to do and how to do it.
And today, meeting up with the fellow bitches to bitch about life, I've made up my mind, and I needa see thru to them.
I HAVE TO STOP SHOOTING PEOPLE.
I used to think fluent sarcasm reflects a certain level of intelligence and of course, language ability.
Buuuuut then, I don't wanna hurt people like the way they hurt me with their words. Okay, I shoot people back because they shoot me first, haha, an eye for an eye right. Buuuuut, that's really really really not the way. That's not self-defense at allllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll. It's stupid, naive, childish, mindless, idiotic, immature, blah blah.
And so, from today onwards, I'm gonna just put up with those harsh words, I will stop chewing over them, and I will let the pain go.
Yessssss, it's not easy because I FKING CANNOT TAHAN, but every accomplishment starts with the decision to tryyyyyyy (or something like that).
Yup. And one last thing, SERIOUSLY, STOP TOYING WITH PEOPLE'S FEELINGS, URGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH.
Is that why you always kena played by others?
Kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk, GOODNIGHT.
I'm in pursuit of another happiness, that doesn't have to depend on someone else, or something else.
I'm in pursuit of happiness that's within myself.
But first, I need answers to those many burning question marks.
Yesterday after meeting Keith coincidentally on the train, I felt relieved. Because I think I'm slightly clearer about what to do and how to do it.
And today, meeting up with the fellow bitches to bitch about life, I've made up my mind, and I needa see thru to them.
I HAVE TO STOP SHOOTING PEOPLE.
I used to think fluent sarcasm reflects a certain level of intelligence and of course, language ability.
Buuuuut then, I don't wanna hurt people like the way they hurt me with their words. Okay, I shoot people back because they shoot me first, haha, an eye for an eye right. Buuuuut, that's really really really not the way. That's not self-defense at allllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll. It's stupid, naive, childish, mindless, idiotic, immature, blah blah.
And so, from today onwards, I'm gonna just put up with those harsh words, I will stop chewing over them, and I will let the pain go.
Yessssss, it's not easy because I FKING CANNOT TAHAN, but every accomplishment starts with the decision to tryyyyyyy (or something like that).
Yup. And one last thing, SERIOUSLY, STOP TOYING WITH PEOPLE'S FEELINGS, URGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH.
Is that why you always kena played by others?
Kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk, GOODNIGHT.