ho ho ho

I dont know where focus went to.
I want it to come back asap.
or maybe, idk what happened to me, i'm beginning to dgaf to grades/studies.
not entirely lah. just beginning to.
tell-tale signs?
1) very very low level of stress during msts. never happened before. even when I'm aware I can't study first, the panick strikes lateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
2) not touching reports early. lol. and abit worried. started panicking only until second week of hols, lol.
3) completely relaxed during msts. I swear and I curse. the only paper I actually did get very worried is a&p only :(
4) dgaf to 15% of 30% of a&p report. gahhh.

and more. I can't think of them.

maybe because alot of events/incidents have told me, no one cares about grades. It's merely a passport to higher education, and means absolutely nothing sometimes.
maybe because I'm aware that even if my grades continue to drop, it most likely won't fall below 3.6 i.e. I can still go uni. (ah, I'm sorry to sound so bastard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ><)
but I'm pretty sure, it's not because I'm complacent, that's why I'm feeling like that. :D

feeling hungry alittle bit!

lol!

good day my friends!