I had left the house.
Came to my colleague house, and am going to spend a night.
I tried to speak to him, but didnt work out.
I dont know whats happening to him, but he is trying to ignore me.
I said I am not deserved to having this kind of treatment, and obsolutely not thinking its not a right thing to have this kind of relationship. I do not feel this is right.
He said Im the one who is making him in this position, and makes him get frustrated or angry.
I had been trying to NOT making a big fuss about us, and tried to stay in calm.
Although I kept saying your behavior is not right when he acted a wrong way.
Becauase I have been dreaming really bad nightmares these 1-2 months, I decided to end up our this odd relationship.
Turned out he violated me. He hitted me 4 times very strong while I was crying. ( not hitted him back)
He said he doesnt love me anymore, and hated so much. The only reason why he is with me is because he loves our children, cant living apart. thats all.
I told him I am so hurted, and he told me he doesnt care what Im feeling about.
dont know what to do.
He carried heavy stuff 2 days ago when we had a shopping.
He doesnt really care about me?