The relationship with my husband is being really bad lately.
He is behaving really unreasonable with me.
Easy to get mad at me for nothing. (like, just asking something, or when I said something to my oldest son.)
He said he is frustrated for the cue of Myannmer, and the coronavirus staff. Because of that,
he is always worrying about something, and always getting mad at something.
Although, it is true, I dont think I should take it. no, I dont deserve to take it.
If this happens for more two months or something, I cant take it anymore. just cant.
Theres no reason I take his this behavior.
My weight is 59kg today.
obviously this is the heaviest I have ever been except those periods when I had been america, and when I had been a pregnant. I stop eating snacks from today. no snacks.
Also, for my mental care, I will run from tomorrow.
Works, I havent face that tough time so far, but my team is definetely going to a wrong way.
Too much jobs they are going to have, and people there are thinking this is right.
Its like they are willing to suffer from those unwilling tasks with a very short time deadline, which is terribly wrong.
I know, it sucks these days.
but still I am paid with a quite good condition. I cant find any greater condition with a same salary.
So, maybe I should take an advantage of my company.
Not that bad right?
Try to get a big picture of life.
Problems are not that big. You know you can overcome this. hanging there for a while.