Today was a good day in a werid way. It went by the same way as the others but yet i was content and happy with it. I started watching a show i havent seen in a while and i remrbered why i loved it so. Isee myslef in th chaarcters and in the stroy. It is as if they are acting out my life in the past prsent and what i want for the future. It just sucks that i cant have a guranteed happy ending but so cant they so its a werid bslance. I almso text this guy that i have been long time firends with about it. I always thought me and this guy should hook up but decided agaisnt it because as much as i want it i do just seem him as a friend but i didnt text him. I decided to work on being alone. decided to work on enjoying something for myself and although i can. it would be better to ejoy it with someone else