I went to beach.
I went to Junior High which I went,
and then went down to the beach from there.
I used to skip classes and go to the beach alone.
when I wanted to cry,
when I wanted to be "not OK,"
when I wanted to be myself...
I always felt so right and safe there.
after I went to the United States...
I forgot how much that place mean to me.
after I went to the US,
I didn't allow myselfe to go to the beach
even when I visited home for vacation.
it was because I was scared.
I thought I wouldn't be able to go back to the US,
if I went to the beach once. lol
cuz it was the only place that I could be "weak."
HMMM... I don't know how to explain!!!
Anyways, I went to the beach.
I liked being there, since I was in Junior High.
But I didn't go there after I went to the US.
I found that that place meant a lot to me.
That's all. lol