Are we friends?

I don't know, if I can call our relationship is friendship after all...

Now, I'm in hurt. not because I fall and got injured or I was hit by someone....
My heart hurts because of you, and because of your words ........

If we are friends, we would help each other without thinking of being thanked afterward
If we are friends, we would respect other privacy
If we are friend, you would never say things that hurt me.

So I know, we are not friends.

Even we talk to each other, even we learn in a same class, or working in a project........we are not friends.

I thought I could understand you, but I can't. I thought you would think of my feeling before saying or doing something, but I'm wrong.
I don't say it, I can't say it, because you'll think that you're betrayed. If I tell you, you are not my friend, would you say "I think we are friends"? Whatever you think our relationship is, it's obviously not friendship.

Grey sky

涙がほおを流れても
（岡崎律子）

いつも　そこにいた
気づかないだけ
ココロの瞳で　それを見付けるんだ

聞かせて、私だけ　きこえる声で

いつか　止む雨　かもしれない
止まぬ　かもしれない
でも　見えない力を信じて　いいの
いいの？。。。いいの。。。

誰か　そこにいた
みつけられなかった
ココロは　でも　ずっと探しているだ

聞かせて、私だけ　きこえる声で

いつか終わるかもしれない
終わりなどないかもしれない
でも　止まぬ雨はない
だから　いいの　いいの

＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝

人生におけて、何回　雨が降ってる？何回　涙が流れてる？何回　失敗する？
数えない。。。。でも、雨が止んだら、虹が出てくる。　泣いた後でまた笑える。　倒れたらまた立ち上げる。
人生に　何回　虹が見えるか、何回　幸せなことを味わい知るか、何回　成功するか、数えきれない。

雨の日でも　晴れになるはずだ
涙が流れても、いつか笑顔になるはずだ。
人生とは幸せばかりではないが、辛いことばかりでもない。

岡崎律子さんの曲には生活への愛情がある。歌詞は素朴ながらもきれいで詩的で、人をやさしく慰める。
メロディーも歌詞も最高の歌だ。人を強くしてくれる曲だと思う。私は岡崎さんの曲が好きで、このような日本の音楽が大好きだ。

Dream or Reality?

Never ending dream

Inside your pain and sorrow never ending dream still lives close to your wounded heart
Don't fall apart let me hold you in my arms, so you can rest your soul

Drifting through the winds of time
Feeling warmth of sweet memories
You'll realize you're not all alone,
Always I'll be right here by your side

Don't be afraid, open the door to your heart
You'll find all the dreams that you believe
it's waiting for you, shining bright, together we'll make it true

Feeling your love, there's nothing to fear when you are near
Through every season love grows you're part of my life
Live with you this precious moment forever

I'm thinking of you; always feeling you inside
I hear only your gentle voice
Your words of love when I close my eyes
My heart can still feel your warm embrace

I'm not afraid, every piece of my broken heart
Shining bright, showing the way, I can see a new day
And with you, gonna find my tomorrows dream

Feeling your love, bringing so much joy into my life
Through every season love grows you make me feel alive
Share with you this precious moment forever.

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Long lost song, found today by accident ..........same feeling.....................If it were a dream, let it last forever!!!