What do I see myself doing in a year or two, or a decade from now? These questions are just nonstop in my mind today.
I want to do something that lets me stay home, not interact directly with others (at least not for long periods), and I can do on my own while. I want a job I know won't fade away in a decade, and I want clear purpose, fulfillment, and have decent skills in doing.
I guess I have always been afraid to earn new things, things I know I cant do well at all, and having to learn from zero. But I also learned, by teaching online, that just because others say I can do it well, and they say I am talented in, or because I am bilingual, doesn't mean I have to take on this path. I have been following what others tell me to do for a long time.
I love animals, but I feel, at least right now, I cant work with them, maybe one day in the future, who knows.
Right now, I am interested in working remotely, from home, and doing something I can get sucked into, can obsess about while on the clock and it be seen as a skill instead of a quirk.
For all I know this is just another ADHD episode of not knowing what I want in a job, of simple future job-hopping, but how many times will I have to do this until this cycle stops?
If I like psychology and medical stuff, maybe I do like to learn, so in that case, I can just give some tech jobs a try, and learn HTML/CSS as a start. But I'm simply word-vomiting here again.
I know I want a career where I can have a stable income, enjoy my time working alone, and have a day or two to rest, depending on if I can finish work on time, or if I don't get too hyperfocused on a job.
Does this mean I want to be a more career-driven individual while learning to manage my time when I don't work?