Im still in pain.
Im just hiding it all away.
Away form them so they cant see.
The real me and how weak I can seem.
Too afraid to show these colors.
I stay inside myself.
My shell that shields my bruised and broken core.
Im tired of all the months and years Ive wasted.
Without saying a word of help because of my fears.
Im unsure of my future thats still yet to come.
Yet slowly I feel it fading away again from the warm sun.
Im lost and alone yet again.
Roaming around with a bleeding soul.
Crying alone in the body I was in before.
That was once all of me.
But taken away so carelessly .
By his touches and grasp.
And in the end his temptation.
I still have that fragile self existing inside of me.
Like how she did that night alone in the cold stained bed of her own blood.
I need help.
I need to find it myself.
I want care.
But Im still in fear.
Its ruined my life.
Its ruined my personality.
He took all of me.
Something I can never get back..
Someday I will be the one to help others that are in need.
Im just hiding it all away.
Away form them so they cant see.
The real me and how weak I can seem.
Too afraid to show these colors.
I stay inside myself.
My shell that shields my bruised and broken core.
Im tired of all the months and years Ive wasted.
Without saying a word of help because of my fears.
Im unsure of my future thats still yet to come.
Yet slowly I feel it fading away again from the warm sun.
Im lost and alone yet again.
Roaming around with a bleeding soul.
Crying alone in the body I was in before.
That was once all of me.
But taken away so carelessly .
By his touches and grasp.
And in the end his temptation.
I still have that fragile self existing inside of me.
Like how she did that night alone in the cold stained bed of her own blood.
I need help.
I need to find it myself.
I want care.
But Im still in fear.
Its ruined my life.
Its ruined my personality.
He took all of me.
Something I can never get back..
Someday I will be the one to help others that are in need.