My heart tells and replays my nightmares in my head.
Over and over,like its wanting me to remember something.
Wanting me to clearly see and accept and tell the story.
I feel its too late.
Two years down the road I was a stone.
A lifeless shell that was walking the earth.
So why wont my aching heart stop repeating it?
Why doesnt it stop hurting itself?
I dont have time anymore to sit and talk.
I need to move forward without closure.
I can never get the solution mended.
And never will.
Its part of my life.
Its just how it ends and restarts.
Dealing with the memories.
The many regrets and betrayals.
All I can do is move forward and be strong.
Memories wont leave the mind.
But I can still try to move step by step though it.
And be strong
For you..
Over and over,like its wanting me to remember something.
Wanting me to clearly see and accept and tell the story.
I feel its too late.
Two years down the road I was a stone.
A lifeless shell that was walking the earth.
So why wont my aching heart stop repeating it?
Why doesnt it stop hurting itself?
I dont have time anymore to sit and talk.
I need to move forward without closure.
I can never get the solution mended.
And never will.
Its part of my life.
Its just how it ends and restarts.
Dealing with the memories.
The many regrets and betrayals.
All I can do is move forward and be strong.
Memories wont leave the mind.
But I can still try to move step by step though it.
And be strong
For you..