I was 19,insecure,alone, lonely,and felt abandoned..
A misunderstanding from a parent,..
Changing her mind and twisting the truth of love and trust.
Lead her to a self destructive path.
Careless and unconscious.
Slowly she kept drowning herself without knowing what lies deep down inside.
Trusting any kind person,real or not.. she only wanted someone to listen,and whoever did,she trusted instantly..
A mistake she regrets for life.
Unable to tell the truth from lies,she gets herself caught by fakes smiles.
And they have their way with her..
One by one.
She doesnt know what they did was cruel,but love..
Her mind too twisted up to know better.
She continues on,meeting more fake smiles as friends.
So she thought..
Until one night,it all came down on her.
Making her feel the fear thats been covered up behind their lies.
And her soul gets taken away.
She dies one night.
Murdered from the inside.
Lingering touches that killed her slowly.
He got what he wanted from her.
Then left her alone to feel the pain,regret and shame.
She only was able to remember more past events.
Which triggered her to breakdown and dissociate.
Alone in the dark,on his bed.
Stained all over with his scent.
She cries for suicide.
She cries for her lost soul.
Wrapped up with self hate and regret.
Suffercating in cold blooded fear.
She was never the same again.
He suppressed her from living.
But she keeps it well hidden.
A secret still that has been long forgotten.
Suppressed in her mind.
Forgotten how to reach out.
Only wondering now if time will really tell..
Holding back the tears.
Hoping one day someone will come and save her from herself.
A misunderstanding from a parent,..
Changing her mind and twisting the truth of love and trust.
Lead her to a self destructive path.
Careless and unconscious.
Slowly she kept drowning herself without knowing what lies deep down inside.
Trusting any kind person,real or not.. she only wanted someone to listen,and whoever did,she trusted instantly..
A mistake she regrets for life.
Unable to tell the truth from lies,she gets herself caught by fakes smiles.
And they have their way with her..
One by one.
She doesnt know what they did was cruel,but love..
Her mind too twisted up to know better.
She continues on,meeting more fake smiles as friends.
So she thought..
Until one night,it all came down on her.
Making her feel the fear thats been covered up behind their lies.
And her soul gets taken away.
She dies one night.
Murdered from the inside.
Lingering touches that killed her slowly.
He got what he wanted from her.
Then left her alone to feel the pain,regret and shame.
She only was able to remember more past events.
Which triggered her to breakdown and dissociate.
Alone in the dark,on his bed.
Stained all over with his scent.
She cries for suicide.
She cries for her lost soul.
Wrapped up with self hate and regret.
Suffercating in cold blooded fear.
She was never the same again.
He suppressed her from living.
But she keeps it well hidden.
A secret still that has been long forgotten.
Suppressed in her mind.
Forgotten how to reach out.
Only wondering now if time will really tell..
Holding back the tears.
Hoping one day someone will come and save her from herself.