Well,
Recently its Chinese New Year 2013 celebration.
And compared to last year, The difference is big as well.
This year, my relatives asked me the same question. Where is your girlfriend?
I can't say we broke up right. Then everyone sure got questions on what happened blablabla.
and the old aunties and grandmoms will be a bit of disappointed. They might try to hide it but they do show them out sometimes.
I dont want that. So I made up a lie, that we are still together..
Dunno this lie will last till when, when one day I might not get married afterall if you went on and marry him right.
I just lost la.
Little by little, it killed me everytime they ask me where are you.
I said you are in the hometown, but my smile was fake.
I dunno how to keep up with the happy mood sometimes,
Hopefully i am able to keep it up until CNY over.
Today is just day 1.
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Sometimes I really want to know whats going on with your life.
Or kepoh abit about your life with him.
Any arguments any joys any laughter any sadness etc.
I dunno why i want to know, but sometimes i wish, these topics could get the conversation going.
you've been busy afterall.
we dont really connect much already.
So i dunno what happened to my world.
aka you.
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A lot of times i was weak. I was tempted to go into your private twitter account again and to read up what happened.
Did you promised him forever and ever yet?
Did you guys had tons of argument and dunno what to do next?
Its true, i was tempted.
But I swore upon my children's name, if i ever hack in to see the account again, i would never have kids..
And right now. I cant even sure whether im getting married or not..
Well its simple actually.
I just need to find someone whom i really like, really love. who i wouldnt mind spend the rest of my days with..
But, I've found her, But not sure whether i can spend the rest of my days with her or not...
if not.
then whats the point of living on?
meaning of life is that we would eventually find someone and we will cherish till we die.
I cherish her, but i might not be the one whom she wanted.
and i really find life pretty much useless afterthat.
anyways.
I am tired from going out all day.
I want to go to sleep now.
because all i see in my dreams is you.
still in love with you.
Recently its Chinese New Year 2013 celebration.
And compared to last year, The difference is big as well.
This year, my relatives asked me the same question. Where is your girlfriend?
I can't say we broke up right. Then everyone sure got questions on what happened blablabla.
and the old aunties and grandmoms will be a bit of disappointed. They might try to hide it but they do show them out sometimes.
I dont want that. So I made up a lie, that we are still together..
Dunno this lie will last till when, when one day I might not get married afterall if you went on and marry him right.
I just lost la.
Little by little, it killed me everytime they ask me where are you.
I said you are in the hometown, but my smile was fake.
I dunno how to keep up with the happy mood sometimes,
Hopefully i am able to keep it up until CNY over.
Today is just day 1.
__________________________________________________________________
Sometimes I really want to know whats going on with your life.
Or kepoh abit about your life with him.
Any arguments any joys any laughter any sadness etc.
I dunno why i want to know, but sometimes i wish, these topics could get the conversation going.
you've been busy afterall.
we dont really connect much already.
So i dunno what happened to my world.
aka you.
_________________________________________________________________
A lot of times i was weak. I was tempted to go into your private twitter account again and to read up what happened.
Did you promised him forever and ever yet?
Did you guys had tons of argument and dunno what to do next?
Its true, i was tempted.
But I swore upon my children's name, if i ever hack in to see the account again, i would never have kids..
And right now. I cant even sure whether im getting married or not..
Well its simple actually.
I just need to find someone whom i really like, really love. who i wouldnt mind spend the rest of my days with..
But, I've found her, But not sure whether i can spend the rest of my days with her or not...
if not.
then whats the point of living on?
meaning of life is that we would eventually find someone and we will cherish till we die.
I cherish her, but i might not be the one whom she wanted.
and i really find life pretty much useless afterthat.
anyways.
I am tired from going out all day.
I want to go to sleep now.
because all i see in my dreams is you.
still in love with you.
To stay with a guy, who have a mom who disapproves u.
Than with a guy, who's mom kept on wanting u to be her daughter in law even after they've broken up?
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Than with a guy, who's mom kept on wanting u to be her daughter in law even after they've broken up?
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