i am afraid

Afraid that history repeats itself..

She starting to get annoyed by me..

Or so as I thought lah.. idk..

But anyways. That history..
It happened to another capricorn good friend I used to know..

After some arguement we din talk to each other. I am waiting for her to find me. Whereas she waiting for me to find her.. and from that day on we don't talk much already..

I hope that's not the case..
Hopefully..



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I have to be strong

I have to be strong.. Way stronger than before..

I don't ever want to cry or weep or be emo infront of her..

If not she will feel bad and she wont be truly happy with him.

All I want is her to be happy..

Even if it hurts me as if a thousand blades went thru my heart.

Because I am not her source of happiness anymore

Because I am no longer her muse.

But no matter.

Because.

I will..

Smile.

for her sake..

:)

It ended on 18th May 2012

We ended.. (or sorta paused it) on 18th May 2012.
Its really sad for me because I still give her a 100%
even if im 50/50 with the other guy.
still..
i dun mind..

really..
as long as shes happy i will try to be happy...

she promised shes gonna be here for me no matter what..

well. thats great to hear i guess..

Im gonna compile a scrapbook of our memories secretly
So its good to look back la..

I guess..
for now..
we chill..



*As sam say.. See lah, you throw a boomerang and see got return or not lah!*


You're still amazing, Just the way you are, I miss you and I love you.