I have to be strong

I have to be strong.. Way stronger than before..

I don't ever want to cry or weep or be emo infront of her..

If not she will feel bad and she wont be truly happy with him.

All I want is her to be happy..

Even if it hurts me as if a thousand blades went thru my heart.

Because I am not her source of happiness anymore

Because I am no longer her muse.

But no matter.

Because.

I will..

Smile.

for her sake..

:)