11th

Its already a month since u last told me u fell for him.

Until now I am still glad u told me the truth.

Sigh. I miss you

Sometimes I really wanna hug u tight and kiss u like last time.. that love and affection that I gave to u. I miss it.

This relationship I love to give. And give to love as well.

:)

Even if we are still talking as friends. I smile. At least this relationship din affect our friendship as much.

Somehow I sensed that u still have feelings for me.
But I can't be sure
And I can't let that happen.

No matter what I don't want to be the reason she's holding back to love him.

Well if she love with no hold backs then well. Good for her. At least she enjoyed her freedom to love..

Hahaha. Up till now I still can't get over her.. well because she's perfect guaa....


Idk la. I sometimes think back the times we first met. That there's a lot of hot girls and pretty girls around the camp. You're still the one I stalked and 'mailboxed' u the most..

She just looks so beautiful la.
No matter how also I am attracted. By her smile and her cheeks!

Well. I guess that I should lay my feelings towards her to a low radar.

But even so.

No matter where she go.

I will be nearby. Or just a click away in facebook.

She will be the promise that I plan to keep.

The promise I made when I decided to become her godbro for the first time.

To protect her and to take care of her wellbeing. As long as my heart still beating.



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its true

the hardest part of letting go is when you know that she already has.

This is true and it can sorta describe my feelings now.

I know I shud not be emo and happy that she's happy and all.

But still not used to it.

She's still my whole world.
but I am not hers anymore.

That is that feeling I am sad at la.

Hahahaha.

Felt good after ranting on the blog.

Byee



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i'd totally lol

I really lol this time.
Coz I really dunno how to react.

I did not boost up her confidence?

When she was not confident when her love life ended with sp.

I was the one who brought back that confidence.

I brought back love in her life and so she might love again...

Even everytime she ask me: 'am I beautiful?' I always say yes.

I told her most of the time she's perfect and she's worth my love.

I told her she is amazing just the way she is..

When she got the highest grade in class immediately I post a fb status about it.

I'm always there boosting her confidence..

But she did not realise it..



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