sometimes I miss you. But I can't tell you. Because you would feel hurt again. But yeah. At this very moment. I'm thinking about you. Missing you.



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My friends still don't believe that we broke up..
In their eyes, we were both the sweetest, and we both looked good with each other.
Just that ah well. Whatever. The biggest surprise so far is our breakup.
Today its 14th of July. 4 more days then its the second breakniversary.

These days I've found out that Amanda broken up as well..
Not to say being mean. But I don't know.
I do not feel sympathy for her.

That time. When I broke up with 3.
Although shes there cheering me up and stuff.
But I heard from 3 that she is the one that told her not to look for me anymore.

I went WTF la. When 3 and I dated, Amanda is the one that supports and stuff saying im the best blablabla.
but now terbalik she just come and shoot me.



We've all known that Ben is a Bentard. I've felt it as well. If compare then Daniel is way better than Ben.
Really. But she stubborn. Don't want to listen. Always shouting here and there. Do not respect elders.

Think about it.

Now i really felt nothing for her. No sympathy, Only comedy.
That not long after my love life ended, her lovelife ended as well..
And she thought she knew the meaning of true love and all.

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I also dislike Ben..
Eventhough 3 made up her decision.
Ben helped made her decision.
He told her that "We are still young, thats why don't be too serious with your partner."
Amanda didn't know about that.
but 3 said almost the same thing when she wanted to break.
She don't want to regret her decision..
Haha. Okayokay. bring it back up.

Im being psychotic already..


Well one thing is for sure la. She will not regret her time with me. I will last with her..
But I dunno. After break up already Ive found myself very patient.

3's temper is not the best I agree...

Haha. But still can tolerate at times. Its easier if we see each other because she sounds badass everytime in texts and phone messages. Or just digital form of communication, thats when she sound very fierce i guess? haha.

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My life recently sucks
It sucks without her.
Sometimes I've waken up in the middle of the night thinking.
I will sometimes feel angry. Angry at how life treat me.
When Im so loyal. Why did the guy needa appear when our relationship is not that strong?
Even she told me things might not work out with she and him.
but its just angry at things turn out.

If i ever get back with her again..
I hope she can treat me right this time.
Because if I ever get her back.
I will not let go.

It hurts more when shes not with me.
I just got hurt alot I guess?

Chill peeps. Im not hurting now..
Just that I want la.
I want somegirl that treat me right
even she did before.
but shes not patient enough to hold on and fend off all the challenges.


Sigh.
I want people to give her to give me that attention that I've longed for.