Recently i founs out that i lack of a lot of things that made myself go insane.
I lack of.
Confidence - the confidence in myself to get her and to marry her and to live a happy life with her in the future. That recently i found almost impossible.
Trust - the trust she needs when she could doubt me for being bad to her but after all these while i have been nothing but good to her. When i ask her the question, will she trust me. She always expects the worst.
Love - the love that we once shared. It might be gone for her. I dunno. If there is then i would felt it. But its really getting lesser and lesser.
Will - the will to love again. Ive lost it. Somehow. The breakup cost unspeakable damage to me that ive lost the will to love someone else again. Since ive set my mind to her i cant imagine of being with someone else besides her.
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I lack of.
Confidence - the confidence in myself to get her and to marry her and to live a happy life with her in the future. That recently i found almost impossible.
Trust - the trust she needs when she could doubt me for being bad to her but after all these while i have been nothing but good to her. When i ask her the question, will she trust me. She always expects the worst.
Love - the love that we once shared. It might be gone for her. I dunno. If there is then i would felt it. But its really getting lesser and lesser.
Will - the will to love again. Ive lost it. Somehow. The breakup cost unspeakable damage to me that ive lost the will to love someone else again. Since ive set my mind to her i cant imagine of being with someone else besides her.
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