Fairness

Its been about a year since we broke up..

And up till now i still dont understans why she would choose him instead of me.

She told me, his family dislike her. Then why she did not leave him the way she left me when she and my sister have problems? The dude have 5 sisters. And even the mother also dislikes her..

She told me, he treats her well..
But did i really mistreat her that much? I treat her like no guys would. I treated her the best and obviously, if we were to compare, he wouldnt even able to match it.. but yet she chose him.

I dont understand how, after so many years of knowing her. The slightest things might trigger her to distrust me. After so many years why cant she trusts me?

She told me that breaking up with me was a mistake. Thats why she try to amend her mistakes with him. But i dont understands why she could not make it better for me instead?

Sometimes i feel like im a victim. I need help. I need help from her.

I often find life quite frustrating to live on... I just dont know how to live by the pain that i have that couldnt go away..

Its about a year now. And im still hurting. I miss her like crazy...



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