Hello Blog,
Recently things gone pretty bad with me and her.
Well, might be good for her ba since nowadays I did not really intrude in their relationship..
Recently. The ipod has gone missing.
The one that I've gave it to her on her birthday.
I could not really believe that the ipod cant even make it till a year before it got stolen by her housemate.
I really hated her housemates.
They kept on bullying everlyn and steal her stuffs.
I really felt like stopping them but I could not do it because I cant.
They are tricky and evy is abit.. well. careless in a way la..
This matter really brought upon a lot of trouble.
And a lot of stress on my part.
Well her birthday is almost here, I can't save up to buy her another ipod in time.
So really screwed up lah.
I just hope that the police will get on to it. Since now theres the sergeant stepping in to help.
______________________
Before she went to Muar to posting. I brought her to the police station to report on this incident.
I dunno lah. Maybe she was stressed as well.
but recently I did not feel any connection between us.
I felt that we are slowly drifting apart.
We used to chat all day. Even on phonecall till daybreak.
But now we cant even maintain an everyday whatsapp message.
Are we really starting to become friends again?
I not sure.
And I dunno also.
Does this mean she has totally given up on me?
Lets just hope thats not the case.
Thing is starting to get really dull. Maybe?
Usually when I meet her then only I have the updates on what is going on recently.
I saw the twitter she posted . "I miss us."
Somehow I just hope that "us" she's talking about was me and her..
Sigh.
I really do miss us.
_________________________
Her birthday is coming up.
And I took up how to make macarons on youtube.
Not bad progress. I tried it today and I kinda failed because of some steps. But I hope I do make it in time for her birthday.
I wanted to visit her in muar on wednesday, which is her birthday. But she kept on refusing it.
Maybe because her boyfriend come visit? I might not know.
But one thing is for certain. I will do my part. As someone who loves her.
I will pass on her present, a card maybe. To her sister, that latter, eventually pass to her.
I hope she likes it lah.
___________________________
Slowly and slowly, Im recovering.
But still. I dunno.
I would find myself at times staring at her whatsapp page.
Wanting to chat with her but no words appear in my brain.
Beginning to feel awkward to find her always.
I dunno why am I acting like this also.
I miss her alot.
But I really cant say that to her.
Or tell her i love her.
or tell her how boring my life is, now without her.
I just cant.
It will break her heart.
So its better I keep it inside.
Loving her I guess. Really became a part of me.
But if next time I really cannot be her husband or whatever.
The least I could do is I love her as my sister? a friend?
Too many uncertainties.
But one thing is for certain lah.
Is that I will forever be her...
Superman.
Recently things gone pretty bad with me and her.
Well, might be good for her ba since nowadays I did not really intrude in their relationship..
Recently. The ipod has gone missing.
The one that I've gave it to her on her birthday.
I could not really believe that the ipod cant even make it till a year before it got stolen by her housemate.
I really hated her housemates.
They kept on bullying everlyn and steal her stuffs.
I really felt like stopping them but I could not do it because I cant.
They are tricky and evy is abit.. well. careless in a way la..
This matter really brought upon a lot of trouble.
And a lot of stress on my part.
Well her birthday is almost here, I can't save up to buy her another ipod in time.
So really screwed up lah.
I just hope that the police will get on to it. Since now theres the sergeant stepping in to help.
______________________
Before she went to Muar to posting. I brought her to the police station to report on this incident.
I dunno lah. Maybe she was stressed as well.
but recently I did not feel any connection between us.
I felt that we are slowly drifting apart.
We used to chat all day. Even on phonecall till daybreak.
But now we cant even maintain an everyday whatsapp message.
Are we really starting to become friends again?
I not sure.
And I dunno also.
Does this mean she has totally given up on me?
Lets just hope thats not the case.
Thing is starting to get really dull. Maybe?
Usually when I meet her then only I have the updates on what is going on recently.
I saw the twitter she posted . "I miss us."
Somehow I just hope that "us" she's talking about was me and her..
Sigh.
I really do miss us.
_________________________
Her birthday is coming up.
And I took up how to make macarons on youtube.
Not bad progress. I tried it today and I kinda failed because of some steps. But I hope I do make it in time for her birthday.
I wanted to visit her in muar on wednesday, which is her birthday. But she kept on refusing it.
Maybe because her boyfriend come visit? I might not know.
But one thing is for certain. I will do my part. As someone who loves her.
I will pass on her present, a card maybe. To her sister, that latter, eventually pass to her.
I hope she likes it lah.
___________________________
Slowly and slowly, Im recovering.
But still. I dunno.
I would find myself at times staring at her whatsapp page.
Wanting to chat with her but no words appear in my brain.
Beginning to feel awkward to find her always.
I dunno why am I acting like this also.
I miss her alot.
But I really cant say that to her.
Or tell her i love her.
or tell her how boring my life is, now without her.
I just cant.
It will break her heart.
So its better I keep it inside.
Loving her I guess. Really became a part of me.
But if next time I really cannot be her husband or whatever.
The least I could do is I love her as my sister? a friend?
Too many uncertainties.
But one thing is for certain lah.
Is that I will forever be her...
Superman.