Merry Christmas to me.

Hello, its christmas again..

Sigh. Same as last year, I was unable to celebrate with you.

When I was about to call you to wish you a happy christmas. I was unable to call thru. So I've called your sister. She said that you might be in Singapore..

Well I guess there is nothing wrong to spend time with your boyfriend...

i guess...

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Can say that this year and last year's christmas is not really good.. Sigh.
Last year things happened. And I thought hey, its not that bad. Maybe next year my girlfriend would spend christmas with me..

But this year she is not my girlfriend anymore la..
So things will always be different.

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Just i think rationally la. Its nothing wrong to spend time with ur bf in singapore, Christmas there is waaay awesome than here..

But i just cant really stop/control myself.
Breathing went heavier after it stroke midnight, thinking you're spending time with him...
try to surpress it but still its difficult la when I really still have feelings for you...

But okay.. enough of the emoness liao!
Lets hope next christmas she would be mine again.

Merry christmas peeps.