Hello,
This blogpost is dedicated to you.
As you know, I've met you on 20th December 2008,
My first words to you were not of speech but of words thru notes,
"Why So Serious?"
Haha! I hope you remember why did I wrote that.
Well I don't know why, but after that camp. I can never get you off my mind.
I have this urge to take care of you no matter one..
I've never felt this way for a girl before.. This feeling is much more closer than the feeling of a sister..
Maybe.. I've met my soulmate?
This was not love at first sight, to be honest. Its the second site. I think I fell when I feed you the bread at the canopy area.
But I thought it might be infatuation because I just got out of a sucky sucky relationship. So my emotions have not stable yet.
But you've helped me at my worst.
__
I'm glad that I did not cut communication from you after camp.
Usually people do that. They meet for a short while. Got contacts but never contact each other.
We are a special case. So thats a first!
First time I'd ever meet someone who is not around KL. Who got to be my close friend up until today.
__
Speaking of firsts.
We do share many firsts together.
Like for example.
On the early of 2009, its my first time of sending a parcel. And its the first time I've used postlaju service to send it to Johor. *PS: Sorry for the Tshirt's size! =P*
First time traveling to JohorBaru surprising you for a visit.
First time physically being there and emotionally supporting you during your SPM.
Fireworks, Porridge cooking, holiday sharing.
and many more firsts.
I just want to say.
That I am glad that I've met you, really.
So far I have not do any of those to any other girls.
Or maybe I will never will..
But doing those things for you.
Its very natural for me. I like it.
I actually like seeing you smile because it lit up my world everytime you do..
You might afraid its very troublesome
But its not.
I appreciate you.
And I'm more of a "Action speaks louder than words" kind of guy.
without really realizing it.
Sometimes I would just have a wild idea and the next thing I know is that I'm preparing it for you.
Maybe I'm weird like that HAHAHA.
Well. I hope you won't feel bad/sad that I might still have feelings for you.
But the truth is. I do. Since that day we parted in camp. The girl I thought about the most is none other than you.
I know you're with someone else now. But I am okay with that already..
I've felt that love.
Doesn't really mean chatting everyday. Seeing each other everyday and tell them how much "I Love You"
But really those are just the privileges of the boyfriend.
When it comes to me, who is not a boyfriend. I have no privileges in doing those things to you.
But I love you and I don't really care about the status. Because feelings count right? =)
Making you happy is the only privilege for me. And I really enjoyed it.
Don't regret your actions.
As I have not regretted mine. Well. Except for the fact that when we were together. There is a problem with my family and you and I did not really solve the problem.
But nevermind la. I solved it now. Growing balls when you're no longer my confidence.
Being independent is good because I can learn to take care myself more then I will have no problems in taking care of you in the future.
__
I love you. And I can't stop loving you, I can't love anyone as much as I love you.
That will go on for.. Quite sometime? =P
Well, that's a first...
This blogpost is dedicated to you.
As you know, I've met you on 20th December 2008,
My first words to you were not of speech but of words thru notes,
"Why So Serious?"
Haha! I hope you remember why did I wrote that.
Well I don't know why, but after that camp. I can never get you off my mind.
I have this urge to take care of you no matter one..
I've never felt this way for a girl before.. This feeling is much more closer than the feeling of a sister..
Maybe.. I've met my soulmate?
This was not love at first sight, to be honest. Its the second site. I think I fell when I feed you the bread at the canopy area.
But I thought it might be infatuation because I just got out of a sucky sucky relationship. So my emotions have not stable yet.
But you've helped me at my worst.
__
I'm glad that I did not cut communication from you after camp.
Usually people do that. They meet for a short while. Got contacts but never contact each other.
We are a special case. So thats a first!
First time I'd ever meet someone who is not around KL. Who got to be my close friend up until today.
__
Speaking of firsts.
We do share many firsts together.
Like for example.
On the early of 2009, its my first time of sending a parcel. And its the first time I've used postlaju service to send it to Johor. *PS: Sorry for the Tshirt's size! =P*
First time traveling to JohorBaru surprising you for a visit.
First time physically being there and emotionally supporting you during your SPM.
Fireworks, Porridge cooking, holiday sharing.
and many more firsts.
I just want to say.
That I am glad that I've met you, really.
So far I have not do any of those to any other girls.
Or maybe I will never will..
But doing those things for you.
Its very natural for me. I like it.
I actually like seeing you smile because it lit up my world everytime you do..
You might afraid its very troublesome
But its not.
I appreciate you.
And I'm more of a "Action speaks louder than words" kind of guy.
without really realizing it.
Sometimes I would just have a wild idea and the next thing I know is that I'm preparing it for you.
Maybe I'm weird like that HAHAHA.
Well. I hope you won't feel bad/sad that I might still have feelings for you.
But the truth is. I do. Since that day we parted in camp. The girl I thought about the most is none other than you.
I know you're with someone else now. But I am okay with that already..
I've felt that love.
Doesn't really mean chatting everyday. Seeing each other everyday and tell them how much "I Love You"
But really those are just the privileges of the boyfriend.
When it comes to me, who is not a boyfriend. I have no privileges in doing those things to you.
But I love you and I don't really care about the status. Because feelings count right? =)
Making you happy is the only privilege for me. And I really enjoyed it.
Don't regret your actions.
As I have not regretted mine. Well. Except for the fact that when we were together. There is a problem with my family and you and I did not really solve the problem.
But nevermind la. I solved it now. Growing balls when you're no longer my confidence.
Being independent is good because I can learn to take care myself more then I will have no problems in taking care of you in the future.
__
I love you. And I can't stop loving you, I can't love anyone as much as I love you.
That will go on for.. Quite sometime? =P
Well, that's a first...