Hello blog. Long time no update.
Reason why is because im not really that sad already..
Plus. I dun wanna express much because this blog is quite open to a person..
Yeah. Recently. I turned 21. The adult life..
Feels really different from what ive imagined. Even if she went to my party. But our status is different from last year.
Right now things are better between us.
Its true i still love her deeply. Still care for her like nothings changed.
But this time i have no intentions of getting her back... Well at least at this time... Its hard to surpress myself not to hug her everytime or kiss her or tell her i love you everytime..
But so far so good la. Did not kiss her already.
I keep telling myself. She already have a boyfriend. Its not fair for him. And yeah i be the better man.
I will fulfill my promise of not be too far away from her. But still when we meet i will not stay too close to her.
After the party. She told me she misses us. Our past, the feel of it. That makes me sense that she loves me but something stops her from being with me. I know how that feels actually. Right now.
The guy is a good guy. Even if he came or barge in at a wrong time. But nevermind then.
But me. I still really hope that nxt time i can be with her. So i can love her with no boundaries.
I love her deeply than before. But right now i cant do anything. And i wont.
Let it be like this and im happy for now.
She is happy and if i can make her happy. Im happy as well. No matter boyfriend or not boyfriend.
Loving her has been a part of me.
The lampost that she banged her head on while walking. Hahahaha still laughing when i see this.
I went to melaka impromtu-ly to visit her while she is off for posting. Its not bad. Another memory.
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Reason why is because im not really that sad already..
Plus. I dun wanna express much because this blog is quite open to a person..
Yeah. Recently. I turned 21. The adult life..
Feels really different from what ive imagined. Even if she went to my party. But our status is different from last year.
Right now things are better between us.
Its true i still love her deeply. Still care for her like nothings changed.
But this time i have no intentions of getting her back... Well at least at this time... Its hard to surpress myself not to hug her everytime or kiss her or tell her i love you everytime..
But so far so good la. Did not kiss her already.
I keep telling myself. She already have a boyfriend. Its not fair for him. And yeah i be the better man.
I will fulfill my promise of not be too far away from her. But still when we meet i will not stay too close to her.
After the party. She told me she misses us. Our past, the feel of it. That makes me sense that she loves me but something stops her from being with me. I know how that feels actually. Right now.
The guy is a good guy. Even if he came or barge in at a wrong time. But nevermind then.
But me. I still really hope that nxt time i can be with her. So i can love her with no boundaries.
I love her deeply than before. But right now i cant do anything. And i wont.
Let it be like this and im happy for now.
She is happy and if i can make her happy. Im happy as well. No matter boyfriend or not boyfriend.
Loving her has been a part of me.
The lampost that she banged her head on while walking. Hahahaha still laughing when i see this.
I went to melaka impromtu-ly to visit her while she is off for posting. Its not bad. Another memory.
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