Dear blog. Recently i did something very stupid.. ive violated her privacy in her other twitter account.
But before that. Let me tell u the starting of the story.. recently she told me we are better off as friends. She felt more comfortable with me now than before. That actually hurts and i went crazy and tell her all the things ive felt deep within. That made her feel bad..
I did not want to make her feel bad at all.. just that all these feelings kept inside of me is just too much. And i bursted out to her. She got speechless. But i sensed that she cried...
Sigh..
Ok. Bck to the stupid thing i did. Why did i do that?
Reason why is ive posted a tweet on bulass. Which she though it was her.. this is the tweet..
This triggered her anger which she thought i said she lied.. and so she tweeted
Yeah. I was stunned. Ive known her since 2008.. thats 4 yrs ago.. ive never lied to her or being 2 faced with her.. really stunned that she would think i would do that..
Even my friend backed me up because she felt very sudden that she said like that..
Sigh..
And because of that. She wouldnt wanna let me explain myself. Ive whatsapped her. Call her. No replies. She just got home from her hometown and travelling via public transport.. i got worried.. she did not state that she reached home safetly.. and i thought. Since she already dont trust me. Might as well... So i violated her twitter.. its shitty. But i want to know did she got home and tweeted in her private account? Since she did not tweet in her main account. I dunno. I was desperate. I did not know what i did wrong but i want to find out. Why she suddenly wanna cut connection frm me.
So i was stupid.
Because ive violated the account. I saw that she said im a mistake she made. And she happily want her life to be with ljm. I got so hurt. I keep whatsapping her. Saw her online a few times. But she never reply me. So i just blurted out the secret.
She finally rplied.
But things got messy.
I just dunno what to do anymore..
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But before that. Let me tell u the starting of the story.. recently she told me we are better off as friends. She felt more comfortable with me now than before. That actually hurts and i went crazy and tell her all the things ive felt deep within. That made her feel bad..
I did not want to make her feel bad at all.. just that all these feelings kept inside of me is just too much. And i bursted out to her. She got speechless. But i sensed that she cried...
Sigh..
Ok. Bck to the stupid thing i did. Why did i do that?
Reason why is ive posted a tweet on bulass. Which she though it was her.. this is the tweet..
This triggered her anger which she thought i said she lied.. and so she tweeted
Yeah. I was stunned. Ive known her since 2008.. thats 4 yrs ago.. ive never lied to her or being 2 faced with her.. really stunned that she would think i would do that..
Even my friend backed me up because she felt very sudden that she said like that..
Sigh..
And because of that. She wouldnt wanna let me explain myself. Ive whatsapped her. Call her. No replies. She just got home from her hometown and travelling via public transport.. i got worried.. she did not state that she reached home safetly.. and i thought. Since she already dont trust me. Might as well... So i violated her twitter.. its shitty. But i want to know did she got home and tweeted in her private account? Since she did not tweet in her main account. I dunno. I was desperate. I did not know what i did wrong but i want to find out. Why she suddenly wanna cut connection frm me.
So i was stupid.
Because ive violated the account. I saw that she said im a mistake she made. And she happily want her life to be with ljm. I got so hurt. I keep whatsapping her. Saw her online a few times. But she never reply me. So i just blurted out the secret.
She finally rplied.
But things got messy.
I just dunno what to do anymore..
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