Hi, recently I started blogging again.
The reason I do so because I am unable to express my feelings publically via facebook or to anyone anymore.
And therefore the need to open a blog and an entry to express bout it.
I've recently rediscovered my crush towards this girl. 3
I used to have a crush towards this girl but the timing was wrong that time coz shes already seeing this guy. So I've told myself to move on so that one day, life would give me a more awesome girl than 3.
So I've became her best friend.
Then she went and study abroad so I think ah well the chances won't let me and stuff so I moved on.
But like she came back and I found out that I still got that crush on her. But she is with her bf that time and I dont wanna interfere. *God, why my timing is always wrong*
So she said, after she break up with her bf. She promised that she would give me a shot of being with her.
So like after she and her bf did break up. I tried but she told me shes not seeing anyone for the time being. But I am scared because she is an awesome girl and I might loose the chance of being with her. She have a lot of pursuers and I don't know am I up to the challenge of being her bf.
I am nothing. I am not attractive and talentless. But I present her with a pure and sincere heart.
Her breakup is quite recent and I kinda got hurt that everytime she told me she misses her ex and he's the first guy that she ever truly loved. I am scared or worried that next time if I'd be with her she might not love me like how she loved her ex. Sigh.
I really hope that shes the one I'm looking for. I got tired of finding for the right one cause I somehow know she is the right one for me... But.. am I the right one for her?
Nowadays, shes sad because of her breakup in which she cant really take it well. And I dont know how to comfort her. I feel useless. She has many friends that would cheer her up and I am the least person that would make her happy.. Maybe I am not that soft or as shoulder as she said I would be. I don't know.
I don't know should I give up or continue being her friend.
What is mine will eventually be mine. I hope.
Aite thats it for now.
T
The reason I do so because I am unable to express my feelings publically via facebook or to anyone anymore.
And therefore the need to open a blog and an entry to express bout it.
I've recently rediscovered my crush towards this girl. 3
I used to have a crush towards this girl but the timing was wrong that time coz shes already seeing this guy. So I've told myself to move on so that one day, life would give me a more awesome girl than 3.
So I've became her best friend.
Then she went and study abroad so I think ah well the chances won't let me and stuff so I moved on.
But like she came back and I found out that I still got that crush on her. But she is with her bf that time and I dont wanna interfere. *God, why my timing is always wrong*
So she said, after she break up with her bf. She promised that she would give me a shot of being with her.
So like after she and her bf did break up. I tried but she told me shes not seeing anyone for the time being. But I am scared because she is an awesome girl and I might loose the chance of being with her. She have a lot of pursuers and I don't know am I up to the challenge of being her bf.
I am nothing. I am not attractive and talentless. But I present her with a pure and sincere heart.
Her breakup is quite recent and I kinda got hurt that everytime she told me she misses her ex and he's the first guy that she ever truly loved. I am scared or worried that next time if I'd be with her she might not love me like how she loved her ex. Sigh.
I really hope that shes the one I'm looking for. I got tired of finding for the right one cause I somehow know she is the right one for me... But.. am I the right one for her?
Nowadays, shes sad because of her breakup in which she cant really take it well. And I dont know how to comfort her. I feel useless. She has many friends that would cheer her up and I am the least person that would make her happy.. Maybe I am not that soft or as shoulder as she said I would be. I don't know.
I don't know should I give up or continue being her friend.
What is mine will eventually be mine. I hope.
Aite thats it for now.
T