a quiet day, a quiet cold day.

it feels cold. tolerably cold, perhaps it's just the limited amount of sunlight in my room that makes it cold. thinking about that, i realize my window faces the east side. so i only get my doses of sun in the morning, which is useless on a sunday since i don't wake up early. well the weather's not bad, though i suspect it is going to rain again, in the following week.

i was going to go work on my homework right after my midterm on friday, but it turns out i spent 2 hours on finding shoes. well i bought a pair of boots for a little bit over twenty. to my surprise that boot's original price is well over a hundred dollars. haha. so it said. i was so tired i hadn't really tried it on after i bought it. wonder how it feels. never wore a pair of boots before.

so i survived last week, one more week to go and i'll be free for a while, at least i hope. i'll have to get my homework done by friday, since i'm going to shopping with bett on sat. i just realize how much homework i'll have for next weeked. lol..... o well. i don't care i need to go somewhere. i'll hide in the computer lab on friday i figure. if they let me in.

studied so much and yet. don't really feel anything anymore really. sigh.

i don't really care what kind of girl you thinks is cute, so please stop telling me about that. i have no interest about that. i am a woman and i don't care. i'm not gay. just shut up.

i'm kinda crossed these two days. dunno why. it the postmidterm thing. i always do that. either i go estatic for no reason or i go depressed, or crossed. well. one more week. one more month. and then home. i'm going to read when i get home. i haven't read for quiet a while, and found my reading and writing abilities deteriorated to almost an unacceptable level. i can't get by without slangs anymore. i should read.

the temptation. why am i so angry. be calm and do my homework.

i need to cook my lamb chop tonight. or it's going to rot in the fridge.

and i think i'll make mushroom chicken tuesday? enough to get by the week hopefully.

this week:

monday- lab report, 141, 150b, e28.

tuesday - lab report, 141, 150b.

wednesday - e28, lab report.

thurs-e28, 150b.

friday- i'll be in the computer lab.

and i don't know when i'll write again. next week i think. now i need to go back to my dear activity and fugacity and you know what.

sunday, stopped raining, pretty gloomy day

i like gloomy weather. it always amazes me that i do like gloomy weather, given the fact that i was born to a very bright sunny morning, according to my mother. i just get natually... happier... when it rains.

yesterday i made mash potatoe with lamb chop. kekekee... so good! this is the first time i made lamb chop myself, and i cooked it the way i did with steak. it turns out ok. lamb chop has a better texture to steak to some degree, and it is harder to overcook. for a new cook like me who just put everything down the pot and wait for them to become eatable, lamb chop is the best solution to replace steak. but steak tastes better. actually they taste as good as the other, since they taste completely different. i got to go to safeway more often and get those steaks on sale. yesterday i indulge myself to unrestrained eating. what a crime. but it feels good, with the rain together, yesterday was a great day.

the drawing are so.... something. it took me nearly 6 hrs on just one of them, and i am not even done with the whole assignment after struggling with it for two days. two whole days i'm afraid. today i got to work on chem eng, and hopefully i can finish my drawings tomorrow. well. i have to. in preparation of hell next week, and the week after. arrrr.... at least i only have two next week and not three. now both weeks are equalled rather than just one very horrible week with another horrible week.

it's not horrible, just tiring. but it's great. i've been thinking of what to cook in the coming week. still poundering between two choices. i guess i'll just cook whatever i felt like on tuesday and wednesday.

so tomorrow-- wash clothes/cheme/e28

tuesday-- cook, away from 12-9 or later. remember to bring food to school or i'll starve. finsihed cheme.

wednesday-- 141!

thursday-- 141! i think i'm gonna ditch 150b discussion, e45!

friday-- e45! maybe i'll go to safeway after if i have no vegetable left whatsoever. in the morning i suppose. no other time to do it otherwise.

and i'll plan the following week next week. i want coffee.

10/31/2008. Halloween. Friday

hmmm...... lol... i realized i haven't written anything since.... school started! omg... got to keep this up.

well... today i went to mcdonalds with bett and found out what happen. sorry to bett i was so busy before. it was shocking. the more i concentrate on my study, the more i neglect the other aspect of my life, my friends. i need to find a balance in that. i fee that i am not a good friend anymore, or maybe i've never been one. when bett told me what happened today i felt guilty. i wish i was there for her, you know. the feeling was horrible, but i'm glad she's happier now.

it's the coffee! that makes me emotional. what can i do? lol i bought makeup today too. wow.. i spent 10 dollars on makeup! to be honest i think it'll just add to my collection of makeups that i'll never touch, getting dusty in my drawer. and then get expired. well. this is powder so i hope it would expire that fast. haha. i tried to put it on, and then the other stuff. and i realized i look like a slut. omg so not used to hving stuff on my face! but i guess i'll hv to live with that. gotta look professional sometimes. or slutty. haha.

i ate so much salads. honey mustard is unexpected good for a salad dressing. i didn't like it as much before. which reminds me, i still have two avacado in the fridge! arrrr. i bought them like three weeks ago? haha. i hope they haven't gone bad yet. and i need to look at the cost of things before i buy them. i paid my bills today and i realized... i overspent! well... compared to last year and the year before that, i didn't actually spent that much this semester. but still. i need to save some money.

awww i miss my pumpkim pie! :)

today's halloween and i'm doing nothing at home. i'm doing homework actually. i have no life. but i never really celebrate halloween. i never dressed up. arrrr i swear some time in the future i'm going to dress up like crazy.

well.... what other things happened? the past two months's just homework, homework, projects, study. didn't really got to do anything at all. i'm amazed i can do that actually.

and brings me to a question. what am i going to do after i graduate? for now i don't know. i don't see myself as an engineer really. do i really look like one? i am lost. so freakin lost. ar.

i realized i'm more evil recently. like i actually act mean to some people. is that a good thing? well if they deserve it i guess. but i got to stop becoming super mean. i'm capable of that. i think.

i think i cook well. i love my food:D haha. i cook too much. i eat too much. i'm turning into a vegetarian though. i keep forgetting to cook meat. that's healthy i suppose.

my cabbages are so cute. i'm going to name my babies after them. lol.

i think most people think i'm crazy. but it's ok. they're so cute! omg.... i want some bread.

solidwork. ooooo cute frat boy in my group. hahaha. crazy crazy. ar i need to be a better person and not be attracted..:P

wonder when's the next time i'm going to write. two months?