Girls, girls, and more girls~

About yesterdays title.... I talket to a girl yesterday (we've been talking sometimes for a quite long time actually) and (I think) she started flirting with me... (!) She's so hot, it's like a joke really, and we decided to meet eachother soon!!!! I'm so nervous, it's crazy, and I really want to make a good first impresson if you know what I mean... But WHAT THE **** SHOULD I WEAR?????!!!!!!! (((( ;°Д°))))

About something a little less happy... "The heartbroker" contacted me today (you know the girl I've been talking about in my second post on this blog, I think...)... We decided to be friends some while ago but she really don't understand me at all and she just makes me feel hurt whenever she does something so maybe it would be better to just shut the whole thing off...?

I was out shopping on "Hallongrottan" (a Swedish Queer-feministic bookstore) today and bought alot of things! Baibai money but hello happy me!

I also redid my nails today so now they're all Christmas-y, kewt!! (^∇^) I've got a picture on it, here you go:

So... What do you think? o(^-^)o

//butakewt

Girl meets girl sometime soon...

I'm so happy!!! Today has been a wonderful day, I've been out shopping and then just been reading and sitting by my computer all afternoon. Maybe it doesn't sound that terrific, but I can assure you that I've been catching every moment of this day to the fullest! You may wonder what things I bought? Well I bought the following:

A new blue mascara

Nail-deco with Christmastheme

Candy (and some "medecine", think Miwako from Paradise Kiss-style)

I've been so girly today! It feels kind of nice... I mean, I haven't acted this "cute" in months, I've just been so busy being a punk-chick so cute may be good for a change... (*^o^*) I think I will do that style for a while in the near future... It's December so why not try acting like a sweet (but yet stubborn and alternative offcourse!) gal for a change? A one that do parapara and sends photo e-mails all the time. Kawaii! <3<3<3<3

You may be wondering about this post's title...? Well, I'll tell you next time, now I'm going to eat with my folks!

Baibai!! (^ε^)♪

//butakewt

Long time no see~

Hello, it's been months! I'm so sorry!!

I was supposed to quit posting here, but I couldn't stop since this blog is much more cuter than my other one... I will not give this adress to so many people though because that was exactly what happened to the other one and now I can't write about all the things I feel like over there anymore... This will be more like a diary for me, I know I already have one but sometimes it feels like it's so much easier to write stuff on the computer... I don't know why actually, it just is!

These past few days I've been home from school. It almost feels like skipping class becouse actually I'm not that ill... It's nothing that I'm proud about, belive me, but it feels like this is the best way for me to sort out some things that keeps on nagging in my head. Sometimes I actually think it can be good to just take some days off! (I haven't been skipping the whole week! Absolutley not! Just today, the three first days of the week I've been having such a pain in my right leg so I almost couldn't move from bed.)

I promised mum that I was going to e-mail some of my teachers about homework and stuff, but I haven't... What's wrong with me? Why aren't I that perfect girl that I used to be? Not that I'm failing or anything, but maybe I shouldn't try to stop care about school and my grades so much... Maybe they really exist of some reason and maybe it would be better if I started to care and work as hard as Anna-san in my class seem to do...?

I haven't planned anything special for this weekend at all and it feels pretty nice. I think I will go out and buy some deco for my Christmasnails that I wan't to do on Sunday, but that's actually my only plan.

Now - dinner time~