sooo… y'kno that I ordered some yaoi manga from Amazon Deutsch through my brother because if I order it directly from Amazon to me, the book will be stuck in customs and maybe destroyed because it contains, err… what they said it before.., p0rn0graphy? *seriously..* 

aaand… my latest order arrived on Thursday and my brother picked it up at the post office. *danke schön, nii-san!!* there's 5 hours time difference. so when my brother picked up my package in the evening, it was around midnight in my place. I was very sleepy so I fell asleep while chatting with my brother. and I woke up 2 hours later and noticed there's new chat from my brother… he said: "is there any interesting manga among all your orders? how about 'NightS'?"
OH SHIIII---- 
WAIT, WHAT… IS HE READ IT ALREADY
NO NO NO NO NO NO!!
I replied… "err.. please don't read it. um, but it's up to you.."
can you imagine what's his anwer?

"YOU'RE LATE."

dang……. 
so.. yeaah…
then I replied, "brother, have I said it that.. I bought boys-love manga?"
and his answer was, "so that's what boys-love manga looks like.. so gross"
I'm laughing my ass off!!! literally LOL'd!! 
so hilarious!! I really want to know exactly how's my brother reaction… when he read it… pffftttt~~~ 
but on the other side, I feel uneasy… you know.. when your secret found by somebody else.. the worst that it's your brother… I want to know what's his thought on me after this silly incident lol ぺこ
I just… why didn't he googled it before… it's so obvious. or he thinks that NightS is some kind of shounen/seinen manga because its artwork? didn't he realized that 'Explicit Content' warn on the cover is about the yaoi contents.. not gore or bloody things… 
feel so sorry to my brother… gomenne nii-san! hontou ni gomennasai!! ○| ̄|_

so speechless…. I didn't mean to…
yeah, when he's still here, he likes to read shounen/seinen manga I bought every week.
maybe he thinks that I bought similar manga. no nii-san, no. just no.
and after my brother read it, it makes me want to read it too so bad. damn, brother! 

oh yea, the books I bought is NightS by Yoneda Kou, A Love Song for Miserable by Yukimura and Blue Sky by Kuwabara Yuko. and all those book's cover (for me) are so obious telling that the book is all about boy x boy relationship. so why brother?! why you read it?! makes me feel so uneasy and guilty now…. ガクリ

but thanks I feel amused because of it haha ニコ
so next time, don't read it okay, nii-san. I'm afraid you'll like it *what*
and please, don't think something weird about your sister here…. (´-┃
I'll order another so.. I'm looking forward to your help again きらきら