I don't know what to write in the title anymore since I almost forgot I have this blog 
So yeah the last post loosely wrote when I was an NEET but not long after alhamdulillah I got a job as a full-time Japanese teacher!!!!! 
frankly speaking, I write this blog in the middle of the class lol (the students are jugyouchuu dakara ww)
attoiuma ni, it almost half a year I started working here.
being a teacher is always be my dream, then now I finally become one 
the workplace also nice, so far. with most of us have been to Japn, so the atmosphere's really convenient.
with Jpanese style rules and all, so grateful I can work not in the typical Indnesian workplace.
I know I h8 Japn and will never go back, but now I teach Jpnese to people who want to work to Jpan lol I feel sorry actually 
so...
still 30 minute until the 1st half test end, what should I write? 
well,
in the last post I stated that I really into Jp, ch, th and tw biels and now guess what
thanks to OL's remake (HK ver.), now i'm addicted to one of the hottest boyband in HK
didn't expect i will invested so much of my time to lolo and edan (the boyband members who portrayed MKHR in HK ver.)
long story short, I even let myself sleep deprived (again) because yesterday, they just finished helding a 2-day concert and I JUST CAN'T GET ENOUGH OF IT OHMYMYMYMYMY 
so what's so special about them?
maybe some people just think they are just an ordinary idol, but hey, you bette look closer (?) 
well okay, now I really into their music, which is in cantonese (don't ask me did I start to learn it because the answer is yes)
what makes me so frikkin bucin with those two is merely,
their
relationship
I mean,
in taylen biel, or even most of all biel, the actors is not even an acquaintance before the project. then they slowly make a progress and create chemistry for the sake of the role (they're actors, right), and then we will fall for it and start shipping them even outside the project.
and it's usual that after the project they will go back to own road and continue to a new journey and the ship is karam we can say
but what's the different between lolo and onon?
we can look back to the their pre-debut time, around 2018.
yes 2018, they already a BESTIE WITH A FRIKKIN SUS AND QUESTIONABLE FRIENDSHIP WITH INTENSE SKINSHIP.
I mean,
REALLY,
they shipped themselves way before they got the MKHR roles.
and as we all know moss idol (boyband) have their ship, and so do they. they kinda have their 'official ship' with the other members but their SUS AND QUESTIONABLY OBVIOUS NOT-SO-BESTIE RELATIONSHIP remains. man, I even can't say anything about it. they are just... so.... frikkin close both physically and mentally and they admit it too, so...
their relationship kinda different with my previous ship like omfuk, zsaint, and all. most of them just started to know each other after the project and rarely going together outside work. and after the project finished, their ship stop sailing too
when it comes to lolo and edan, it's like bestie to lover (and I really hope they will ended like a-tin and a-muk hahahahahahHAHHAHAHA)
I never so halu before, like I always stated that I respect each actor and I don't pushed them to be real (well, almost, when I ship miwgap LOL because they were also so frikking SUS but not anymore)
I could give ALL THE EVIDENCE why I believe d4ns0n IZ R34L 
no one wanna be like this, but d4ns0n give us what we want even we don't ask for it.
they don't need any pair work to be together since THEY ARE ALWAYS TOGETHER.
way before they get the biel role, they are ARLREADY ONE.
I'm so upset with myself!!!!! 
they are really on another level.
they are already scream 'we are dating' aura without saying anything.
kudos to anyone who don't fall to their badut community.
man, i need to find the exit from d4ns0n ASAP....