Have you ever been in a situation where everything seems right yet something seems to be missing?
I wonder. . .
Am I just being histrionic at the moment?
I don’t think so. . .
But why do I feel so incomplete like a missing jigsaw puzzle?
Should I just be content with what I have right now?
Not wanting anything that won’t fit into my coffin
(as how Fred Allen puts it) . . .
But what if I can actually do something better than this?
Like braving the unknown for a change
But what if that’s exactly my problem. . .
That I can’t just be content with what I have or that. . .
I’m just the type who needs to undergo constant change to keep me sane. . .
(I think I’m more of the latter)
But what if these are all self-induced anxiety?
That I’m just being hypercritical over my personal issues. . .