"The Reality of Life" Volume 3-12 | 山人のブログ

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食事、瞑想、生きる喜び。

Illness cannot be cured with an unforgivable heart

According to Mr. Matsuura, who came to the regular meeting in November 1945, his wife suddenly had a catarrh after giving birth and had a high fever of 40 degrees or more. The cause may be a material cause, but according to Mr. Matsuura's psychoanalytic observation, there was a postpartum battle between his wife and his adoptive mother. It seems to. His wife's mother, who had been helping with household chores until her birth, returned shortly after giving birth. His wife is very resentful, and when he's so busy that he even wants the help of a cat cub, it's a merciless mother that something with her adoptive mother deliberately returns and doesn't help. right. There is an angry heart, a grudge, and an unforgivable heart for her mother, and that heart is sunk in her belly. She often gets angry. When invisible to the naked eye but angry, the dissonant mental vibrations (that is, the mental vibrations that kill a person and kill oneself) occur inside the person, and the dissonant state materializes. We are waiting for a concrete motive. It's just like the seeds were buried in the soil. Some motive is given at that time, and it is like the temperature, sunlight and moisture are properly given, and the dissonant mental wave power that was intangible in the "mental world" at this time. For the first time, it will sprout concrete buds and become a physical illness. This wife also suffered from fever of 40 degrees or more and chills shortly afterwards, and when she was diagnosed by a doctor, she was supposed to have catarrh. So, he had a fever and his symptoms were greatly reduced after he had been treated for catarrh for three days. Then, her foster mother, who had a conflict of hearts, came to visit her on that day, and she said, "If I'm sick, I've had a cure, so I'll stroke my stomach." This mother has been enthusiastic about pilgrimage to Daishimachi since she was young, and she has a lot of experience of stroking and healing a person's belly while keeping in mind the Daishimachi. She knows it to her wife, so she can't just say "I'll pat it and cure it" and "I won't cure it." However, in her mind, "Is it something that can be cured by her adoptive mother who left without taking care of her after childbirth?" The wife suppressed this rebellion and closed her eyes, leaving her adoptive mother to be hungry. "The adoptive mother doesn't know that, and she pushes the belly lump in the cecum, saying," There is such a lump in the belly here. If you loosen this lump, the illness will be cured soon. " His wife is holding back, thinking that it is irresistible to do such a thing. After her adoptive mother returned in the evening, her appendix suddenly began to hurt and her fever was close to 40 degrees Celsius, and her wife said she suffered that night. When the doctor came the next morning and made a diagnosis, he had clearly had appendicitis. According to the doctor's recommendation, I warmed the cecum and watched the progress, but even after a few days, the fever did not go away and my condition was getting worse every moment. Mr. Matsuura, who is a good person, was a devout person among the magazine friends of "Seicho-no-Ie". I realized that it happened because I was fighting and not reconciling. I was hungry and thought that I would be taken care of by such a merciless adoptive mother, but I can't clearly say that I don't want to be taken care of by my adoptive mother. No. My illness has become so bad because you take care of me, "I wanted to say in my heart. For her wife, her adoptive mother got hungry, and when the illness was cured, she lost to her adoptive mother. You can blame your stepmother with your heart and defeat it. It became clear that she was making a sickness in her mind to defeat her adoptive mother at the cost of her own physical distress. Mr. Matsuura told his wife, "Your illness doesn't get better because you have a heart to blame your adoptive mother, so you have to forgive your adoptive mother to get rid of your illness. I was enthusiastically advised, but my wife still didn't feel like forgiving. As a result, the body temperature rises more and more, the symptoms get worse every moment, and the doctor who came one night is no longer likely to recover with the hot compress. Looking at the progress tonight, I declared that tomorrow I would have to chill with ice and still have to make an incision. Then, that night, Mr. Matsuura showed his wife the divine instruction "Reconcile with everything in heaven and earth" written at the beginning of "The Facts of Life", and again, God dwells in the reconciliation, and God dwells. He was told that the healing power of the god works. Then, for the first time, I forgave my adoptive mother in my wife's heart and thanked Koon who had taken care of me until then. There may have been a relationship that Mr. Matsuura requested and prayed from here. Nothing feels better than after forgiving and reconciling with others, the night the wife slept peacefully, but when the doctor came to the home visit worried the next morning, her fever went down and her symptoms almost disappeared. ing. The doctor also said, "It's strange, it's strange that the illness that was so serious until yesterday got better so suddenly."

I get sick because of my family's heart illness

As you can see in this example, I try to make other difficult habits and think that I was harmed by that person. By showing the fact that they have been harmed to the body, they try to defeat and conquer the other person-the desire to conquer in such cases turns into a desire for self-abuse, so the subconscious mind of the person becomes his own body. It gives a cruel obstacle. That is why when there is a mental conflict in a home, there are constant sick people in that home. Even if you are a very virtuous person, when the hearts of other family members are unrelenting and the conflict is constant at home, you should be reluctant to speak out and blame the other family members blatantly. And if you can keep silent with the words you praise, even if you don't intentionally get sick and try to blame your family, the heart that is suppressed and lurking in the unconscious world is that. Sometimes the words of praise appear as illnesses on the body and silently lick the family. In "Imakyo", Vimalakirti says, "I am sick because of sentient beings," but there are also illnesses such as "I am sick because of my family's heart illness." It can be a silent rebuke to the whole family that the person in charge of the family is sick and sleeping. If each family member notices this and resolves the conflict of mind with each other, the illness of the master or the person in charge of the house will be cured, but they will not resolve the mutual entanglement that is the cause of the illness. However, when my husband gets sick, he may call a doctor and try to conquer the illness with various physical treatments such as forcing medicine, forcing acupuncture, forcing a psychiatric treatment, and so on. There are many, but if it is cured by such a material method, it will be useless to embody the "silent rebuke", so the subconsciousness of the illness will never cure the illness. There is. In such cases, the way to save the sick person's illness is for the whole family to truly reconcile with each other. So if the family has a sick person, it's not a bad idea for the other non-sick family members to pick up the doctor, but at the same time, reflect on each other's conflicts and see if there is any conflict between them. If you try to resolve the conflict of mind, the recovery of the illness will be smooth.

〇Class invites class. From the components of the willow tree in the wetland, the medicine for the disease rheumatism in the wetland is made. The person who can be the counselor for unhappiness is the one who was able to meet and conquer it unfortunately. (From "Word of Wisdom")