i need sleep

hello!

tomorrow is a holiday.

holidays are the best!

i am so happy that i need not work on a weekday!!

i am deprived of holidays. i need more holidays!

ah.

i love jui's voice! i hope jui will be able to sing again one day~ i'd die without jui's voice. i go crazy over jui's voice everyday i love love love love vidoll and i cannot live without vidoll.

i lead a really meaningless life. i live only because i am afraid to die.

it's my dream to sleep for one entire day! i wish i can sleep for one entire day! but my parents probably won't allow me, they'll start nagging if i wake up later than 2pm or so. and i'd suffer from a bad headache too, so it's a distant dream.

the more people i see, the more i feel that im lacking in every aspect.

these few days i have been feeling really sleepy at work. for the first few weeks of my work i was very awake, but for the last 2 weeks i am close to falling asleep after lunch although there are things to do and my work is not boring. i think i really need to catch up on sleep.

im too sleepy right now. byebye~

photobooth!

was at the apple store with rh and esther yesterday. photobooth is fun!

anyway i went home and played photobooth on my dad's macbook pro. but the lighting at home wasn't very good so i didn't save any pictures.

but the macbook pro kept on electrocuting me!!! i'd get shocked say every 20 seconds or so don't like it. my dad doesn't get shocked! only me! :( stupid macbook.

ah i wish i had a webcam for my own computer.

151010~

the reason why everyone should get an android phone~ fx camera! hehe~ i am posting these pictures everywhere!

only 8 weeks left to go in my current job~ :D

i love saturdays!

saturday is really the nicest day of the week.

there is no work, you can wake up late. waking up before noon is dreadful to me! on weekdays now i wake up at 6:15am everyday! i am not a morning person and this is misery to me!

and on saturdays, you can sleep at night not worrying about having to wake up at 6:15am the next morning!!

i should wake up later, but i take a very long time to prepare in the morning.

i wish everyday is saturday!

i was born on a saturday!

aren't saturdays great?

my life isn't real anymore

my life is one big delusion.
when i think, it's just deluded thoughts.
when i perceive, it's just deluded perceptions.

my thought process doesn't have any logic anymore.

i get happy and sad for no real reason anymore. i get happy and sad cuz my mind wishes to be.

i wish i knew what was real and what is not.